SOUL HEIGHTS and SOUL DEPTHS
by Octavius Winslow
Soul Depths
“Out of the depths have I cried unto You, 0 Lord.” —
Psalm 130:1.
It is of little moment to our present exposition that we
determine the precise occasion in David’s history on which this Psalm was
composed. Suffice, that it forms one of the richest and most tuneful of his
poetical compositions, and unfolds one of the most spiritual and instructive
chapters in his remarkable history. As such, it reflects the lights and
shadows, the depths and heights of the Christian life, as more or less
vividly portrayed in every believer’s history. That there are these
opposites of soul-exercise in the experience of all the spiritual seed of
David, of all to whom belong his “sure mercies”— not excepting David’s Lord—
the history of the Church of God fully attests.
The Christian life is tortuous and chequered in its course. The royal path
to glory is a divine mosaic paved with stones of diverse lines. Today, it is
a depth almost soundless; tomorrow, a height almost scaleless. Now, a shadow
drapes the picture, somber and rayless; then, a light illumines the camera,
brilliant and gladsome. Here, the “song” is of mercy, sweet and entrancing;
there, it is of judgement, sad and mournful. “When men are cast down, then
you shall say, There is lifting up.” But, a divine Hand, veiled and
invisible to all but faith’s eye, shapes and directs the whole; and, assured
of this, the believing soul is trustful and calm.
“He led them about, He instructed them,” was the history of the Church in
the wilderness; and each stage was a school, each condition a blessing, each
event a lesson learned, and a new beatitude experienced,— learned and
experienced as in no other. Variety, rich and endless, is stamped upon all
God’s works and operations; not less is this seen in the circuitous path by
which He is leading His people home to Himself. It is this ever-dissolving,
ever shifting scenery of the Christian’s life that unfolds new views of
God’s character, and brings him into a closer acquaintance with his own.
To the consideration, then, of these “depths” and “heights” of the
Christian life, let us now devoutly and thoughtfully address ourselves. And
may the Eternal Spirit unfold and apply His truth to the edification of the
reader, and to the glory of His own name, for Christ Jesus’ sake! “Out of
the depths have I cried unto you, 0 Lord.”
It may be proper to intimate in the commencement of our treatise, that the
experience described in this, its opening chapter, must not be interpreted
as that of an unregenerate soul. That there are “depths” of temporal
adversity and mental distress, deep and dark, in the life of the
unregenerate, is manifest; but, they are not the “depths” of God’s people.
It is recorded of the wicked who prosper in the world, that they have “no
changes in their life,” and “no bands in their death, and are not as other
men.” But the saints of God dwell among their own people, and walk in paths
untrodden by the ungodly. The experience, then, which we are about to
describe is peculiar to the saints.
However profound these ‘depths,’ they are not the depths of hell, draped
with its mist of darkness, and lurid with its quenchless flames. There is in
them no curse, nor wrath, nor condemnation. Sink as the gracious soul may,
it ever finds the Rock of Ages beneath, upon which faith firmly and securely
stands. Whatever may be the depressions of the believer, it is important to
keep in mind his real standing before God. From this no chequered spiritual
history can move him. There is not an angel in heaven so divinely related,
so beauteously attired, or who stands so near and is so dear to God, as the
accepted believer in Christ, though earth is still his abode, and a body of
sin his dwelling.
A practical lesson grows out of this truth. Let it be your aim to know your
present standing as in the sight of God. Upon so vital a question not the
shadow of a doubt should rest. “We believe, and are sure.” Faith brings
assurance, and assurance is faith. The measure of our assured interest in
Christ, will be the measure of our faith in Christ. This is the true
definition of assurance, the nature of which is a question of much
perplexity to sincere Christians. Assurance is not something audible,
tangible, or visionary— a revelation to the mind, or a voice in the
air. Assurance is believing. Faith is the cause, assurance is the effect.
Assurance of personal salvation springs from looking to, and dealing only
with Jesus. It comes not from believing that I am saved, but from believing
that Christ is my Savior.
The object of my salvation is not my faith, but Christ. Faith is but the
instrument by which I receive Christ as a sinner. As the eaglet acquires
strength of vision by gazing upon the sun, until at length, when fledged, it
expands its wings and soars to the orb of day,— so the eye of faith, by
“looking unto Jesus” only, gradually becomes stronger; and in proportion to
its clear and still clearer view of Christ, brings increased, sweet, and
holy assurance to the soul.
One simple, believing sight of Christ will produce more light and peace and
joy than a lifetime of looking within ourselves for evidences and signs of
grace. All the sinner’s merit, all his worthiness, beauty, and salvation, is
centered in Christ, is from Christ, and Christ alone. And, by simply
believing the great truth of the gospel, that Christ died for sinners—
receiving Christ, not purchasing Him,— as God’s “unspeakable gift” of free
and sovereign grace, will awaken in the soul the assured and grateful
acknowledgment, "He loved me, and gave Himself for me.” But let us enumerate
some of those soul-depths into which many of God’s people are frequently
plunged, in which grace sustains, and out of which love delivers them. “Out
of the depths have I cried unto you, 0 Lord.”
We place in the foreground of these “depths,” as constituting, perhaps, the
most common— soul-distress arising from the existence and power of
indwelling sin in the regenerate. There is not a fact in the history of the
saints more clearly taught or more constantly verified than this: that,
while the Holy Spirit renews the soul, making it a new creature in Christ
Jesus, He never entirely uproots and slays the principle and root of sin in
the regenerate. The guilt of sin is cleansed by atoning blood, and the
tyranny of sin is broken by the power of divine grace, and the condemnation
of sin is cancelled by the free justification of Christ; nevertheless, the
root, or principle of original sin remains deeply and firmly embedded in the
soil, ever and anon springing up and yielding its baneful fruit, demanding
unslumbering watchfulness and incessant mortification; and will so remain
until death sets the spirit free.
The inhabitants of Canaan were allowed by God still to domicile in the land
long after His chosen people had entered and possessed it. They were to
contract no covenant with them, either by marriage or commerce; but, laid
under tribute, they were to remain subject to a gradual process of
extermination, contributing to, rather than taking from, the wealth and
power of Israel’s tribes. This is an impressive and instructive emblem of
the regenerate! The old inhabitants still domicile in the new creature:
original sin, individual corruption, and constitutional infirmity—
surviving the triumphant advent of the converting grace of God— often
challenging the forces of the Most High, and inflicting upon the soul many a
deep and grievous wound.
Now, it is the existence of this fact that constitutes a source of so much
soul-distress to the regenerate, bringing them into those “depths” familiar
to the most gracious. When the Holy Spirit inserts the plough more deeply
into the corrupt soil of the heart, turning up the fair surface, and
revealing the hidden, deeply- seated, and but little-suspected, evil— the
law of corruption for a moment stronger than the law of grace, the law of
the flesh obtaining a temporary ascendancy over the law of the Spirit— then
rises the dolorous lamentation out of the depths: “0 wretched man that I am!
who shall deliver me from the body of this death? 0 Lord, out of the depths
of my deep corruption I call unto You! My soul is plunged into great and
sore troubles by reason of indwelling sin, whose name is ‘legion’—
pride, self-righteousness, carnality, covetousness, worldliness— working
powerfully and deceitfully in my heart, and bringing my soul into great
straits and fathomless depths of sorrow.”
Beloved, when first you found the Savior, you imagined that the warfare had
ceased, that the victory was won, and that, henceforth, your Christian
course would be a continuous triumph over every foe, your path to heaven
smooth and cloudless, until lost in perfect day! But your real growth in
grace is the measure of your growing acquaintance with yourself. A deeper
knowledge of your sinfulness, a more intimate acquaintance with the
subterfuges of your own heart, has changed your paean of triumph into
well-near a wail of despair; has hurled you as from the pinnacle to the base
of the mount; and from the base, into a “depth” yet deeper you never
supposed to exist, and out of which— the “slough of despond”— your cry
of agony ascends to God.
But, deem not your case a solitary one; nor be surprised, as though some
strange thing had happened unto you. Such “depths” have all the saints. All
are taught in this school; all are brought into the region of their own
heart, where their holiest and most experimental lessons are learned. Let
not, then, the existence, sight, and conflict of the indwelling of sin
plunge you in despair; rather, accept it as an unmistakable evidence of your
possession of the divine nature, of the living water welled in your soul-
the existence and warfare of which have but revealed to you the counter
existence and antagonism of the latent and deep-seated evil of your heart.
But, not the indwelling of sin only, still more its outbreaking, describes
another soul-depth of God's saints. What an evidence have we here of the
truth just insisted upon— the indwelling power of sin in the regenerate!
Truly, were there no indwelling root of sin, there would be no outgrowing
fruit of sin. The mortification of sin in its principle, would be the
mortification of sin in its practice. The death of sin in the heart of the
Christian would, necessarily, be the death of sin in the life of the
Christian. No fact more logical or self-evident. But where is the true
believer who, as before a heart-trying God, can claim the entire uprooting
of the indwelling principle of evil— who, unless awfully self-deceived, can
in truth assert that he has arrived at such a degree of sanctification as to
live a day, an hour, a moment, a sinless life?
How contrary would such vain boasting be to the recorded experience of the
most matured believer- the most advanced and holy Christian! Listen to the
language of David: "Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me
from my sin. For I acknowledge my transgressions and my sin is ever before
me." Listen to job: "I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes." Listen
to Peter: "Depart from me; for I am a sinful man, O Lord." Listen to Paul:
"Sinners; of whom I am chief." Who, with such examples before him, will
profanely claim perfect freedom, not merely from the indwelling existence,
but from the outbreaking effects of sin?
But who can fully describe the soul-sorrow; one of the profoundest depths
of the regenerate occasioned by the consciousness of sinful departure from
God? "And Peter went out, and wept bitterly." The penitence of Peter was a
type of all true penitents, whose backslidings the foregoing acknowledgments
recall to remembrance. And what a mercy that our Heavenly Father does not
leave His wandering child to the hardening tendency and effect of his
backslidings; but, sooner or later, His Spirit, by the word, or through some
afflictive discipline of love, recalls the wanderer to His feet, with the
confession and the prayer- "O Lord, pardon my iniquity; for it is great."
"Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed." These confessions of sin what
gracious soul does not echo? Surely every heart that knows its own plague
will make them its own; and thus the Holy Spirit fashions our renewed hearts
alike.
There are also "depths" of mental darkness and despondency into which
gracious souls fall. Many a shaded and lonely stage of the Christian's
pilgrimage lies in the way to heaven. Through many a dark, starless night
the spiritual voyager ploughs the ocean to the desired haven where he would
be. It is far more the province of faith to work and travel and sail in the
dark than in the light, in the night season than the day. And thus, this
essential and precious principle of the regenerate soul is put to a more
crucial and certain test than when the path of the believer is decked with
smiling flowers and radiant with unclouded sunshine. It is, "Faith in the
dark, Pursuing its mark Through many sharp trials of love."
In the family of God there are not a few Christians of a morbidly religious
tendency of mind, whose Christian career through life is seldom relieved and
brightened by a solitary thrill of joy or ray of hope. While the reality of
their conversion is undoubted by all but themselves, they seem to have
settled down into a spiritual state of despondency and despair in which all
evidence is ignored, all comfort refused, and all hope extinguished. In vain
you unfold the gospel in all the fullness of its message, the freeness of
its overtures, and the preciousness of its promises. They repel you with the
reply that its provisions, invitations, and comforts are for others but not
for them; that theirs is not the blessedness of those for whom these glad
tidings are sent.
Tell them of God's great love in the gift of His Son of Christ saving
sinners to the uttermost, rejecting none who come to Him; of the blood that
has a sovereign efficacy in its cleansing from all sin; remind them that,
when God begins a work of grace in the soul of a poor sinner, He never
leaves it incomplete; that, although the sun in the firmament is often
obscured by a cloud, yet all the while it shines as intensely brilliant as
though not a shadow veiled its light; and that thus it is with the Sun of
Righteousness and the child of the light walking in darkness; you but deal
with a believer on whose brow the "agony of anxious helplessness" is
stamped.
But until a power infinitely mightier than the human is exerted, morbid
melancholy will still claim the victim as its own. Religious delusion is the
great characteristic of souls in a state of morbid religiousness. But is
there no remedy? Has not the gospel its appropriate instructions and helps
for a soul thus overshadowed and depressed? Surely there are divine steps
out of this "depth," might we but succeed in unveiling them to the
desponding eye. Our true process will be to trace it to some of its more
fruitful and proximate causes, the discovery and statement of which may
suggest more than half its remedy. To this attempt let us address ourselves.
We do not hesitate placing in the foreground of causes producing spiritual
despondency, one which, perhaps, is the most common, though the least
suspected of all- the physical constitution and state of the afflicted one.
In this case the physician who prescribes for the body, rather than he who
ministers to the soul, may be the most appropriate and useful adviser. So
intimately united are the two constituent parts of our organism- mind and
body, there must necessarily be a continuous action and reaction of the one
upon the other; and the peculiar condition in which both may be at that
moment, must of necessity, exert a powerful and reciprocal influence.
Now, in numberless cases of morbid religious despondency the cause is
purely physical. This may, perhaps, shock the piety of some, and not the
less supply ground of attack upon religion on the part of others;
nevertheless, the psychological fact remains the same. A disturbed and
unhealthy condition of any one vital organ of the body, may so powerfully
act upon the mind, and that in its turn upon the Soul, as to tinge the
mental and moral perceptions, distort the most simple truths, embitter the
sweetest consolations, and shade the brightest hopes and prospects of the
soul.
Depressed child of God, suffering from this cause, be of good cheer! The
Lord, who loves you- loves you not less when all is dark as when all is
light- knows your frame, and remembers that you are dust. Your present
mental cloud-veil does not, and cannot, extinguish the heavenly light within
you, touch your spiritual life, or separate you from the love of God, which
is in Christ Jesus your Lord. The divine nature, of which you are, through
grace, a partaker, rises as far above the condition of the body as the
infinite rises above the finite. The spiritual life of your soul flows from,
and is bound up with, the life of God in heaven.
And if there is any gentleness and sympathy in Christ (and who can doubt
it?) which clusters with a deeper intensity around a child of His love, it
is he who, suffering from physical disease, pain, and languor, is at the
same moment battling, as an effect, with morbid religiousness and mental
despondency; and these, in their turn, gendering spiritual doubts and
distress touching the happiness of the present, and the hope of the future.
Little think we with what tenderness and gentleness Jesus deals with the
'sick one whom He loves,' and what consideration and forbearance He
exercises towards those who, through bodily infirmity and physical
suffering, are plunged into depths of religious melancholia, bordering, it
may be, on the very verge of despair and self-destruction! Jesus, who built
your frame, remembers that you are dust;' and from no heart in the universe
pulsating with love towards you, flows such intelligent compassion, such
patience, forbearance, and tender sympathy as from Christ's.
But there are spiritual causes yet more potent- to which this morbid,
self-condemning action of the mind may be traced. Let us glance at one or
two of them. The substitution, for example, of the work of the Spirit in the
soul, for the work of Christ for the soul, supplies a fruitful cause of
religious doubt and despondency in many Christians. God, in the exercise of
His grace, never intended that the sources of our Christian evidence and
spiritual fertility should be within ourselves. It was His purpose to lodge
our entire salvation in Christ; at the same time leaving undisturbed our
individual responsibility and duty to "give all diligence to make our
calling and election sure;" and thus "work out our own salvation with fear
and trembling," encouraged by the assurance, that it is "God that works in
us to will and to do of His good pleasure."
To look, then, within ourselves for spiritual light, joy, and hope, is just
as unwise and vain as to put sound for substance, the sun reflected from the
bosom of a lake, for the sun blazing in mid-heaven. It is to Christ obeying
and suffering, bleeding and dying for us, that we are to look for our
evidences, fruitfulness, and hope, and not to the work of the Holy Spirit
wrought in our souls. Essential to our renewal and sanctification as is the
work of the Spirit, He did not atone for us. He is not our Savior, nor His
work our salvation, necessary and precious as is His office in the economy
of Redemption.
Christ alone is our Redeemer, His righteousness our justification, His
blood our pardon, His merits our standing before God; and it is looking to
Him in faith, to His mediation, merits, and fullness, that we arrive at any
degree of spiritual evidence, fruitfulness, and assurance. Turning within
yourself for marks and signs of grace, and finding instead nothing but sin,
and darkness, and change, how are you to become a firm believer and a joyful
Christian? Looking to your experience, your fitful frames and feelings, and
not by faith to Christ, the wind is not more capricious, nor the tide more
changeful, than will be your peace and comfort, your holiness and hope.
But, try the experiment of looking away from yourself to Jesus. Pass by
even the cross, the atonement, the gospel, and the sacrament, and rest not
until you find yourself face to face, heart to heart, with a PERSONAL,
living, loving SAVIOR, -the gracious words breathing in sweetest cadence
from His lips- Oh listen to their music, you sin-disturbed, soul-desponding
ones!– "Come unto ME, all you that labor and are heavy-laden, and I will
give you REST." "Look unto ME, all the ends of the earth, and be saved: for
I am God, and there is none else." "I am the door;" "I am the bread of
life." In all these gracious invitations we hear the voice of a Personal- "I
AM" -of a Personal Savior.
Cease, then, to deal with dogmas, feelings and experience, however elevated
or depressed, and behold the Lamb of God, contemplate His Person, study His
work, feast upon His word, revel in His fulness, bathe in the sea of His
love, and let Him be all in all to your soul. Thus turning the eye from
yourself and dealing only with the Person of Jesus, the cloud will uplift
from your mind, "the winter will depart, and the flowers appear, the time of
the singing of birds will come, and the voice of the turtle be heard in the
land;" and your soul, thus bursting from its icy fetters, its wintry
sterility and gloom, into the beauty and fragrance of its new spring-life of
joy, will be "Like the sweet south wind, that breathes upon a bank of
violets, Stealing and giving odors."
In how many cases this spiritual despondency may be traced to the idea,
incessantly haunting the mind, of having committed the unpardonable sin, the
sin against the Holy Spirit! But how groundless this fear! Apart from the
probability, and we might in a qualified sense add, the impossibility, of
the fact, the holy fear and trembling which the apprehension creates, is of
itself a sufficient contradiction of such a thing. But, what was the sin
against the Holy Spirit which Jesus denounced in terms so appalling?
Clearly, it was that of ascribing to the agency of Satan the Divine power by
which He wrought His wonderful miracles. "This fellow does not cast out
devils but by Beelzebub, the prince of the devils." Then said Jesus, "All
sins shall be forgiven to the sons of men ... But he that shall blaspheme
against the Holy Spirit has never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal
damnation."
Such clearly was the sin against the Holy Spirit. Can it be yours, my
reader? Impossible! You have never been tempted, or if tempted have never
yielded to the temptation for a moment-loathing and rejecting it– of
ascribing the Divine works of Christ to Satanic power! Oh no! Banish, then,
from your mind the appalling thought, this groundless fear; and clasp in the
arms of your faith and love afresh the gracious, sin-atoning, sin-forgiving
Savior, who has never permitted you to fall into this 'depth of Satan,' and
who will, with the temptation, give you grace, that you may be able to bear
and victoriously to repel it.
Others of God's saints are often plunged into great depths of soul
distress, occasioned by the doctrine of Election. Through the
misrepresentations of some teachers, and their own crude notions of the
doctrine, they extract bitterness from one of the sweetest and clearest
truths of God's word. But, divine and precious as the doctrine of Election
is, it is not a truth with which we have immediately to do in the great
matter of personal salvation. Election belongs to God alone; it is His
eternal and profound secret, with which we have nothing to do but
unquestionably to believe. "Secret things belong to God;" and this is one of
the most profoundly secret. The truth with which we have to do is our
effectual calling; this made sure, the certainty of our election follows;
our calling is the effect and consequence of our election. Hence the order
in which the Holy Spirit, by the apostle, places these truths: "Be diligent
to make your calling and election sure."
The first and lowest link in the chain of your salvation is your calling by
the Spirit. Called by sovereign grace to see your sinfulness, to accept
Christ; and evidencing the reality of your calling by a pure and holy life,
you have made sure of the last and the highest link of the chain, and may
calmly leave the fact of your eternal election to everlasting life with God,
in whose hands it is alone and safely lodged. With the divine decrees,
happily, you have nothing to do. You are not called to believe that you are
one of the elect; but you are called to believe in Jesus Christ- that you
are a poor, lost sinner, feeling your need of the Savior, looking only to
His blood and righteousness as the ground of your pardon, justification, and
final glory. Thus called by grace to be a saint of God, election will become
to you one of the most encouraging, comforting, and sanctifying doctrines of
the Bible.
Cease, then, to trouble your soul as to this divine and hidden truth, and
deal directly and only with Christ. Then will your soul, ascending from this
'depth' of doubt and despondency in which too long you have lain, and rising
into the region of light, joy and hope, will sing as you soar- "My soul is
escaped as a bird out of the snare of the fowler: the snare is broken, and I
am escaped." "Whom He did predestinate, them He also called: and whom He
called, them He also justified: and whom He justified, them He also
glorified."
The word of God speaks of the "depths of Satan" (Rev. 2:24). Some of these
"depths" mark the experience of many of the saints. The members of Christ's
body must, in a great degree, be conformed to their Head; and no chapter of
our Lord's life is more instructive than that of His temptation in the
wilderness. "Tempted in all points like as we are," He thus, during those
forty days' and forty nights' conflict with the devil, was learning how to
succor those who are tempted. There are "depths" in Satan's temptations of
various degrees; some deeper and darker than others. Some of the Lord's
people are tempted to doubt, and almost to deny, the work of grace in their
soul; some are tempted to limit the power and willingness of Christ to save
them; others are attacked in the very citadel of their faith, sorely tempted
to deny the truth of God's word, the veracity of His character, and a future
life beyond the grave. How many saints there are whose temptations lie
within the circle of their families; others within the sphere of their
calling in life; others in their service for Christ; and not a few within
the very church of God itself!
There is no part of the Christian armor so invulnerable which Satan will
not attempt to pierce, and no place so retired or engagement so holy where
his "depths" are not concealed! Are you thus tempted, child of God? Have you
fallen into some of these "depths of Satan"? "Beloved, think it not strange
concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing
happened unto you;" for, "there has no temptation taken you but what is
common to man: but God is faithful, who will with the temptation also make a
way to escape, that you may be able to bear it." The Lord will not leave you
to perish in these wiles or to sink in these depths of Satan; but while in
them will instruct you in truths, and teach you lessons, learned only in
this fiery and trying school and, when spiritually and effectually learned,
He will 'pull you out of the net,' and raise you above the 'depths,' more
perfectly assimilated than ever to the image of your Lord, once tempted in
all points like as you are; and who knows how to succor those who are thus
tempted.
We must not omit the depths of affliction and trial into which, more or
less profound, all the Lord's people are plunged. The language of David, and
of David's Lord, is that of all the spiritual seed of David: "Deep calls
unto deep at the noise of your waterspouts: all your waves and your billows
are gone over me." Deep and billowy and dark are often the waters through
which the saints wade to glory. "The Lord tries the righteous;" and He tries
them because they are righteous, and to make them yet more righteous still.
It was deep in the fathomless depths that Jonah learned the most precious of
all truths: "Salvation is of the Lord." It was in the cave of Adullam- in
the lion's den- in the noisome pit in the jail of Philippi- in the isle of
Patmos- in the garden of Gethsemane; that David, and Daniel, and Jeremiah,
and John, and Jesus, were brought into the richest teaching, holiest
lessons, and most blessed experience of their lives.
And shall we, beloved, plead exemption from these depths of trial,
tribulation, and sorrow? Ah no! what losers should we be were it so! Who
would not follow in the footsteps of the flock? Above all, who would not
walk in the footsteps of the Shepherd of the flock, who, though He were a
Son, yet learned He obedience by the things which He suffered"? Look up,
then, you sinking child of sorrow! Are you enquiring of the Lord, "Why am I
thus tried, thus afflicted, thus chastened?" Listen to His answer: "As many
as I love, I rebuke and chasten."
Reader, resolve all this discipline of trial and of sorrow through which
your God is calling you to pass- the loss that has
lessened your resources, the bereavement that has broken your heart, the
trial that has saddened your spirit, the temptation that has assailed your
faith- into the everlasting and unchangeable love of your Father in heaven.
"For whom the Lord loves He chastens, and scourges every son whom He
receives." Therefore, "despise not you the chastening of the Lord, nor faint
when you are rebuked of Him."
Out of the depths of affliction and sorrow the Lord will hear your cry, and
from them will raise you. The promise will stand good to the end- the
promise upon which many a soul, sinking in deep waters, has clung with
faith's undying grasp: "When you pass through the waters, I will be with
you; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you: when you walk
through the fire, you shall not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle
upon you." Welcome, O welcome, the sanctified discipline of trial and sorrow
that proves your conversion real, your title to heaven valid, and your hope
in Jesus such as will not expire when the cold damps of death are gathering
around it; but will become stronger and more luminous as the lamps of earth
recede and fade, and those of heaven approach nearer and grow more bright.
Lord, if your furnace thus refines and your knife thus prunes- rendering
your "gold" more pure and your "branch" more fruitful
"Let me never choose or to live or die,
Bind or bruise, in your hands I lie."
Not anticipating the subject of the next chapter, we would close the
present by reminding the believer thus exercised that, as sure as there are
in the experience of the saints 'depths' of soul-trouble and conflict,
depths of spiritual and mental despondency and despair, 'depths' of trial
and sorrow, 'depths' of temptation and need- "a night and a day in the deep"
-so there are deliverances; and in God's own time those deliverances will
come. "Cast not away therefore your confidence, which has great recompense
of reward."
Did the Lord ever leave His child to flounder and sink and perish in his
'depths'? Never! He invariably sends help from above, takes them in His
arms, and gently draws them out of their 'many waters,' just as He lifted up
Joseph from the deep pit, and Daniel from the lions' den, and Jeremiah from
the loathsome dungeon. Cheer up then, you sinking, desponding one! Behold
the bright stars that shine and sing above your head- those "exceeding great
and precious promises" of God, "which are all yes and Amen in Christ Jesus;"
and behold the "rainbow in the clouds" -the symbol and pledge of God's
covenant faithfulness to make good those promises, and deliver you out of
all trouble.
And, oh, what a glorious deliverance awaits the believer from out the
depths of the grave on the morning of the first resurrection, when the trump
of Jesus will wake all them who sleep in Him. "Awake and sing, you that
dwell in dust: for your dew is as the dew of herbs, and the earth shall cast
out the dead." Such is the resurrection-song which will float in its
sweetest cadence over the grave- penetrating its deepest recesses, and
waking its profoundest slumber- of all who departed this life in Christ's
faith and fear.
In view of the believer's present deliverance from the body of sin,
suffering and death, and in anticipation of his future deliverance from the
pit of corruption, with a body molded like unto Christ's glorious body- no
more sin, no more sickness, no more sorrow, no more death, no more
separations- may we not join with the deepest gratitude of our hearts in the
beautiful thanksgiving which we pronounce over the holy dead: "Almighty God,
with whom do live the spirits of those who depart hence in the Lord, and
with whom the souls of the faithful, after they are delivered from the
burden of the flesh, are in joy and felicity: let it please You, of your
gracious goodness, shortly to accomplish the number of Your elect, and to
hasten Your kingdom; that we, with all those that are departed in the true
faith of Your holy name, may have our perfect consummation and bliss, both
in body and soul, in Your eternal and everlasting glory; through Jesus
Christ our Lord."
Out of the depths I cry,
Oppressed with grief and sin;
O gracious Lord, draw nigh,
Complete Your work within.
O listen to Your suppliant's voice,
And let my broken bones rejoice.
'Out of the depths I cried,
Overwhelmed with wrath divine,'
Said Christ, when crucified
For guilty souls like mine:
His cries were heard-He died,
and rose Triumphant over all His foes.