Reasons for Turning to the Lord

A Sermon Delivered on Lord's-day Evening, January 13th, 1878, by Charles Spurgeon at the Metropolitan Tabernacle, Newington

Hosea 6:1-3 (KJV) Come, and let us return unto the LORD: for he hath torn, and he will heal us; he hath smitten, and he will bind us up. After two days will he revive us: in the third day he will raise us up, and we shall live in his sight. Then shall we know, if we follow on to know the LORD: his going forth is prepared as the morning; and he shall come unto us as the rain, as the latter and former rain unto the earth.

Hosea 6:1-3 (NIV) "Come, let us return to the LORD. He has torn us to pieces but he will heal us; he has injured us but he will bind up our wounds. After two days he will revive us; on the third day he will restore us, that we may live in his presence. Let us acknowledge the LORD; let us press on to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear; he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth."

If man had never sinned, then what delightful fellowship there would have been between him and God! A fairy vision rises before us of loving obedience and condescending fellowship, holy delight and boundless favor, lowly adoration and fatherly smile, perfect bliss and infinite delight. Alas! alas! it is no more than a vision! God would have treated man with familiarity and indulgence, lavishing favor and honor upon him.

The garden of Eden, fair as were its glades, and lovely as were its flowers, was but a faint image of the things prepared for man had he continued in loyalty to God: inconceivable delights would have filled up the days of our life on earth, had not the serpent's trail come across our nature, and slimed it over with sin. I shall not attempt any picture of man dwelling with God, and God revealing himself to man in new forms; ever increasing man's knowledge, and, at the same time, causing his bliss to overflow. Alas! that dream has never been realized. That dangerous fruit which hung upon the tree of knowledge of good and evil, has been plucked and eaten, and we will not pause to rehearse the sad story of the foul iniquities and the countless ills which have therefore come upon mankind and severed man from his God.

Because of the fall, and hence man's depravity, now justice now comes in with its rod and sword and changes the complexion of our life. God deals very graciously with man, but not at all after the fashion in which he might have dealt with him: he cannot now perpetually smile, but is led by his holiness to look on him with wrathful countenance. The loving God, compelled by love itself, frowns at sin. He threatens, he denounces. His justice and holiness lead him to use rough words towards his erring creatures; he does more: in infinite love he chastens as well as rebukes. Instead of fatherly caresses, the great Lord wisely takes down the rod and lays it on the backs of those whom he most truly loves. "He scourges every son whom he receives." Those nearest to his heart and most approved of his soul among the sons of Adam, have nevertheless to feel that "our God is a consuming fire." Placed in the crucible, they are thrust into the white heat of the furnace, and there are they called to suffer that their dross may be removed.

If thus the Lord is severe to his own people, then what must be his dealings with the ungodly? "God is angry with the wicked every day." The wise men of modern thought have made a new god of late--one of those gods newly come up that our fathers knew not, and who is quite unknown to the Bible, as false a god as Apollo or Baal. The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob--these deep thinkers cannot endure, but if you say that God is angry with the wicked every day, these modern god-makers tell you that he is too loving for that--that he cannot possibly be angry, but loves all, has redeemed all, and will in the long run save all, including Satan himself. They adore a god made of putty or of wax--plastic, effeminate, with no masculine faculty about him, and no quality that entitles him to the respect of just and honest men, for a being who cannot be angry at wrong-doing, is destitute of one of the essential virtues--and a moral Ruler who is not angry with the wicked, and who refuses to punish crime, is not divine. We find no such god as this modern saccharine idol when we come to search the Scriptures, for there the true God says, "If you walk contrary to me, I will walk contrary to you." "To the froward he will show himself froward." "Cursed is every one that continues not in all things that are written in the book of the law to do them." He is revealed as a God who "will by no means spare the guilty," but declares that every transgression and iniquity shall have its just punishment of reward.

Since evil obtained sway over the human race God walks towards men, therefore, not at all as he might have done if men had never fallen. He speaks to them in the stern accents of a Judge, and handles them as one who sees the need of a rod. He treats men not so roughly as they deserve, for he is infinitely tender and gentle; but still with such severity as becomes necessary to show that he cannot smile on transgression. The conduct of God towards man is not like his dealing with the angels, not like his dealing with cherubim and seraphim--but, according to our text, he tears, he smites, he kills; and it is of such a God as this that I have to speak tonight, and of such acts as these I have to talk with you. My design is not that any may fly from the Lord, but that as the result of what we have to say, many may return unto the Lord, who has smitten, but who will heal; who has slain, but who will restore.

There are three things in my text which are to my mind very clear.

The first is a smiting God;

the second is a believing heart, for he who used such words as my text was no unbeliever;

and, thirdly, a persuasive voice--the voice which so pleadingly cries, "Come, and let us return unto the Lord."

May God the Holy Spirit teach me how to proclaim the name of the Lord, and render the word quick and powerful to the salvation of the blood-bought. How much I need his strength in my extreme weakness! Pray for me, saints of God, that once again I may faithfully and effectively do duty as one of the Lord's ambassadors.
 

I. First, then, in the text I see plainly enough A SMITING GOD: "He has torn, and he will heal us; he has smitten, and he will bind us up."

Notice, first, that the person who wrote these words discerns the presence of the Lord, for he is convinced that his trials come from God. Ungodly men set down their troubles to chance, and sometimes they even trace them to the devil, as if they expected their father the devil, to have chastening dealings with them. Frequently they lay their ills at the door of their fellow men, and grow quarrelsome, malicious, and revengeful. It is a happy day for a man when he knows in whose hand is the rod, and learns to trace his troubles to God. Alas, there are even some children of God who greatly err in this matter when under affliction; they spend their time in bewailing second causes, and do not look at the first cause. This is very brutish. If you strike a dog with a stick, then he will bite at the stick; had he a little intelligence he would bite at you, and know that the blow came, not from the stick or stone, but from the hand that used these implements. So is it usually with unbelievers in trouble: they look at the secondary agent, and they spend their anger or their thoughts entirely there. If in the day of adversity they would consider, they would perceive that affliction springs not out of the ground, neither do distresses come by chance; but the hand of the Lord is in all these things. "Shall there be evil in a city and the Lord has not done it?" Whichever way the trial came, it came from Him. If the trouble was caused by a triumphant enemy, or by a deceitful friend, if it came as a loss in business or as a sickness of body, or if it wounded us through the arrows of death piercing the heart of our beloved--in each case it was the Lord. Learn that lesson. He has smitten you. He has torn you. He has done it all. He has ordained our trials for chastening, and established them for correction; let us not despise them by refusing to see his hand or by angrily rebelling against him.

We read that "Aaron held his peace" when his two sons were slain with fire, because it was the fire of the Lord that smote them, and what could he say?

If even Christian men too often forget the Lord's hand, then we need not be at all surprised that unconverted men do so. Perhaps I am speaking to one who has been followed by a succession of disasters until he is now surrounded by a sea of affliction. You have scarcely escaped from one trouble before you have plunged into another. It seems to you as if your "bad luck," as you call it, were no more absent from you at any time than your shadow. You cannot get on at anything; whatever you touch withers beneath your hand. You have been ill again and again. You have lost your best friend when you most needed him. You have lost your employment, and wherever you apply you get no favorable reply. It is true that you are not wise enough to trace some of these misfortunes to your own bad habits--your indolence or your drunkenness. I wish, however, you were even as wise as that, for then you might amend. If you grow wiser still you would say, "It cannot be that I am to have stroke upon stroke, and loss upon loss, without there being some reason for it: for God does not afflict willingly nor grieve the children of men."

I would not wonder, my friend, that you are so sorely smitten, because the Lord has some great design of love to your soul. Look at the prodigal son in the distant country. He had plenty of money, and he spent it in riotous living: he was in fine health, and lived in the fastest style. Wine and women soon took away his savings, and then he said that bad luck had befallen him. Of course it had, and the young squire was obliged to swallow his dignity and independence and seek for a new job. He looked in the daily paper, and searched up and down among his dear friends who had drunk his health in glasses of his rare old wines: they knew of nothing for him, and gave him the cold shoulder. No money-lender would grant him a loan, and no man gave unto him. He walked his shoes off his feet, but could find nothing to do. He had rags upon him and hunger within him. He was a broken down gentleman, without a trade, and without the physical strength to dig or plough. What could he do? He was "down on his luck," as men of his kind are accustomed to say, and nobody wanted his society. One person, who had some sort of pity for the poor wretch, found him a job, and he commenced active life in the noble capacity of a pig feeder, "he joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he sent him into his fields to feed swine." He was now at his lowest, for his occupation was filthy and degrading, and the wages were not enough to keep body and soul together, so that he often envied the hogs that could so readily fill themselves with husks. Yet in this deep distress, there was mercy and hope: his way home was round by the swine trough. He might never have come to his father if he had not first come to those pigs and husks.

Perhaps, O tried sinner, the way to God for you is through your troubles. If the Lord had prospered you in that piece of betting, for instance, or if you had got on in that infamous business which you ought never to have touched, then you might have been a rich man and have been damned. But you are not to be rich: God does not mean that you should be. He means to follow with stroke upon stroke, and tearing upon tearing, until at last you shall realize that he is saying unto you, "Return unto me, for you will never rest until you do." You shall never know prosperity until you have come clean out, and made your peace with God. Then shall your peace be as a river, and your righteousness as the waves of the sea.

I am certain that I speak as though I were a prophet to the soul of some who are in this house tonight; and I pray God that, if it be so, they may look on the series of trials through which they have passed as being really sent to them, not by chance or haphazard, nor by the conjunction of the stars, nor by anything of that atheistic foolery which men are so fond of inventing, but sent from God himself with benignant intent. He smites, he tears, he slays, but this is all the surgery of love. The person who uttered these words, then, had learned to trace his troubles to God.

Now, notice that it is customary with God to smite his own, according to his own words, "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten." I remember being severely called to account by a fastidious critic for using the following vulgar metaphor, which I will therefore use again. It may serve for another paragraph for some other superfine reviewer. I think I said that if you were going home, and you saw a number of boys around a house breaking windows, it is ten to one that you would not care much about what they did; but if you saw your own boy doing it, he would be sure to get as sweet a box on the ears as you could manage to convey to him. Would that be because you loved him less than the rest of the boys? Not so, but because you loved him more. You had something to do with him, and nothing to do with the rest; therefore he obtained the privilege of correction which the others missed.

Now, oftentimes the sinner who falls into trouble, or the Christian who endures heavy trial, does not receive such severe treatment because the Lord is about to destroy him, but because he has a secret love to his soul. Thus says the Lord: "You only have I known of all the families of the earth; therefore I will punish you for your iniquities." These chastisements and heavy blows, which are compared in the text to tearing and to smiting, often fall upon God's own beloved, because they are his beloved, and he cannot in any better way display his love to them.

"I have seen the wicked in great power, and spreading himself like a green bay tree"; no axe has come to his root, and no blight to his leaf; God has let him alone to fill the earth with his branches. But why? Was it not that he might become fit for the fire, when the axe would lay him low.

But look at the vine which bears fruit, and you shall see every year, at the proper season, the ruthless knife of the pruner cutting away what seems to be the liveliest shoots, removing the hopeful branches, and leaving the poor vine to bleed, or to appear to be a mere dry stick. Yes, the vine is worth pruning: it belongs to the husbandman's choice plants, and he looks to it for rich clusters. As for the green bay tree--who cared to prune it? What profit would come of blunting the knife on a fruitless tree?

Go, you who are increasing your stores, you who never have ache or pain, who say that no thought of sin will ever depress you, who can drink your fill and eat abundantly without being sick or sorry. Behold! you are fattened like bullocks for the slaughter, and nothing shall happen to you until death's poleaxe lays you low. Count it to be one of the most fearful curses that can happen to you--to be happy in your sins. Jeremiah 48:11-12, "Moab has been at rest from youth, like wine left on its dregs, not poured from one jar to another-- she has not gone into exile. So she tastes as she did, and her aroma is unchanged. But days are coming," declares the LORD, "when I will send men who pour from jars, and they will pour her out; they will empty her jars and smash her jugs." You who are tossed to and fro, and are broken by sorrow, need not startle with dread because you are made to suffer, for the Lord lays heavy hands upon his own, and reserves the ungodly for his wrath.

The dealings of God with men will often appear to be very severe. Kindly read the 14th verse of the 5th chapter. "I will be unto Ephraim as a lion, and as a young lion to the house of Judah. I, even I, will tear and go away." From this verse, it is clear that our text, when it says, "He has torn," alludes to a lion rending his prey. The Lord seems sometimes to spring upon a man and suddenly to bring him down, and then by terrible trials he appears to lacerate him from head to foot. Fears, pains of body, awful suggestions within his mind, loss upon loss in business, grief upon grief, his home desolate, his heart broken, his hope gone--such things does the Lord lay upon men until they know what the Lord meant when he said by his prophet, "When I fed them, they were satisfied; when they were satisfied, they became proud; then they forgot me. So I will come upon them like a lion, like a leopard I will lurk by the path." Hosea 13:6-7

God does this with men, and yet he means them no ill. The case of Hezekiah explains it all. Hear him cry in the bitterness of his soul in Isaiah 38:13-15, "I waited patiently till dawn, but like a lion he broke all my bones; day and night you made an end of me. I cried like a swift or thrush, I moaned like a mourning dove. My eyes grew weak as I looked to the heavens. I am troubled; O Lord, come to my aid!" But what can I say? He has spoken to me, and he himself has done this. I will walk humbly all my years because of this anguish of my soul." But his own answer to his own question is, "Lord, by such things men live; and my spirit finds life in them too. You restored me to health and let me live. Surely it was for my benefit that I suffered such anguish. In your love you kept me from the pit of destruction; you have put all my sins behind your back."

The text says that the Lord smites. He uses such force that he leaves bruises and wales; for "by the blueness of the wound, the heart is made better." He smites, and he knows how to do it, for he is a wise corrector. "He who chastises the heathen--shall not he correct?" He can touch a man in his tenderest place and make the stoutest heart to quail. He knows our frame, and when he comes to deal with us in wrath, even though there is love behind it all--yet still he smites very sternly. David says: "All the day long have I been plagued, and chastened every morning," and in another place he shows that this chastening is no child's play, for he says, "I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for you are the one who has done this. Remove your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of your hand. You rebuke and discipline men for their sin; you consume their wealth like a moth-- each man is but a breath. Selah." Psalm 39:9-11

Yes, and according to the text, God may lay a man's soul so low that he may count himself to be as dead, and he may continue like one in the grave by the space of two days, and yet on the third day he will raise him up. This, of course, is not to be taken literally, but represents a considerable period, though a period that has an end, during which heart and flesh utterly fail. God knows how long to make a man lie under the sentence of death. It will not be four days; that would be too long, for one said of old, "By this time he shall be a stench, for he has been dead four days." There shall be three days wherein deadly despair shall rule, but destruction shall not actually take place, but like as Jesus came up out of the earth on the third day, so those who have felt the sentence of death in themselves shall come out into the joy of resurrection-life to praise and bless his name.

I perceive that I almost startle you, while I show you what God does with the sons of men. But there is one thing I ought to add. "He has not dealt with us after our sins, nor rewarded us according to our iniquities." A man who lies in the hospital half his time, has still more mercy than he could have claimed; and he who shivers in this winter's cold and knows bitter poverty--yet still has more mercy than he deserves. And he among us who sinks lowest in soul sorrow, he who seems to go down into the dread abyss until all God's waves and billows go over him, still may bless God that he is not in the torments of Hell. He who suffers most may be grateful that justice has not yet taken the plummet and the line, and meted out righteous wrath. At our worst we are indulged with a fullness of mercy compared with what our transgressions deserve.

And, oh, I want to show you that there is love in it all. I do not call him a loving father who sees his boy indulge bad habits, and who never chastens him. I do not call her a loving mother who, when she has seen her child showing ill-tempers and displaying self-will, has never chastened her. It is often a wicked self-indulgence, which prevents parents from doing what should be done to drive out wickedness and train for a noble life. When a father with the tears in his eyes, has taken his boy alone and said, "I cannot be like Eli, upon whose house there came the curse, because his sons made themselves vile, and he restrained them not: but I must chasten you early. If you will thus break my commandments and grieve God and dishonor my family, then I must make you smart for it, though every stroke is a pain to me." I say when a father acts in this way he is both wise and kind.

Many a young vagabond now in the streets of London might have been a moral young man, if his father had done his duty with him. And, mark it, God will never have this to be laid at his door--that he permits sin in his family, and leaves his chosen unchastened. His own children must feel the rod and be brought under the bond of the covenant. "Whom the Lord loves, he chastens, and scourges every son whom he receives."

Here let me wait a minute to recover my voice and gather a little strength, for I am very feeble. Could you, do you think, ease me for a moment by singing a verse or two of the 605th hymn in "Our Own Hymn Book"?

"Come let us to the Lord our God

With contrite hearts return,

Our God is gracious, nor will leave

The desolate to mourn.

His voice commands the tempest forth

And stills the stormy wave,

And though his arm is strong to smite,

'Tis also strong to save.

Long has the night of sorrow reigned;

The dawn shall bring us light:

God shall appear, and we shall rise

With gladness in his sight."

Tremblingly I will now endeavor to go on to secondly. May the Holy Spirit guide my mind, and heart, and tongue.
 

II. Secondly, I see in the text A BELIEVING HEART: to my mind a remarkably believing heart, because the man believes in the goodness of God, even when he is smarting and suffering. Do notice it. He says, "Come, let us return to the Lord, for he has torn, and he will heal us; he has smitten, and he will bind us up."

It is wonderfully easy to believe in God when you have all you want, and are free from trial, but such fair-weather faith as that is very often a mere sham. True faith believes in God when he is angry, and trusts him when the rod is in his hand; and to my mind, as I have said before, it is a very beautiful instance of faith which we have in this text. The man has been torn, yes, torn as a lion tears his victim--there are the gashes bleeding and smarting--yet he cries, "Come, and let us return to the Lord." What! to the God who has torn us? Yes, yes. Let us go to him, for he will receive us, and will not cast us away, but, on the contrary, he will heal the wounds he made. You cannot think too well of God, nor expect too much mercy from him.

Beloved, if you believe that he will pardon your greatest sin for Jesus' sake; if you believe tonight that he will cheerfully receive you to his bosom because of his dear Son; if you believe that he can make you an heir of Heaven by faith in Christ--then you will believe well of God. I shall challenge you to try and make your thoughts of the Lord too high and honorable, and if you attempt the task you will certainly be foiled in it.

This believing heart in my text actually finds an argument in the blows of God, why we should trust him. Does he not say, "He has torn, and he will heal us: he has smitten, and he will bind us up"? Yes, and there is argument here. When a physician finds a man's bone badly set and breaks it again, then I am sure what he is going to do? Why, to set it, and set it right next time. When I see a physician using a very severe remedy in a very difficult case, say a blister, or some form of bleeding, or the like--I feel certain that he does not mean to leave his patient to bleed to death, and that he does not wound without a purpose. If a tent should be inserted, in order that the wound may be kept open until the proud flesh is taken away, I know that the physician does not do that out of unkindness, but that he intends the good of his patient. He means to do something which for the time the patient cannot appreciate, but about which he must exercise faith. If I were at any time to be subject to the surgeon's knife, then I would have no hesitation in feeling that if he wounded me he would see me through the operation, and do his utmost for my restoration.

Now, God is the great Surgeon of men's souls, and sometimes he has to put man upon the operating table and cut, and cut to the very bone, but he never means to kill. He never takes the knife of discipline, except with the intent to bind up every wound he makes, and set the man upon his feet again, saved in the Lord with an everlasting salvation. "Though he causes grief--yet he will have compassion according to the multitude of his mercies."

So, you see, that he who wrote the text did well to argue from the tearing and the smiting, that God must mean well to the afflicted soul.

And, do notice, such is the faith of this man, that the writer expects to be restored though he writes himself down among the dead men. "After two days," says he, "he will revive us." I know--I wonder whether you know--what it is to feel as though utterly dead to all spiritual power, all natural hope, all claim on mercy, and, sometimes even to all possibility of salvation.

I may be addressing one tonight who feels as though his death-warrant had been signed and sealed. He has the sentence of death in himself. But, dear brother, still have faith, for so the text has it, "We shall live in his sight."

You know what Job said: to my mind it is the grandest thing a man ever did say. He was not reigning on a throne, but sitting on a dunghill, covered with boils and scraping himself with a potsherd--yet he was more than royal. Glorious old Job bravely said, "Though he slay me--yet will I trust in him." This was grand! Can you imitate it? Though you feel as if you were slain, though you sit in your pew tonight and say, "Well, it is of no use; I know I am undone," yet I charge you to trust the Lord, your Redeemer, over the top of it all. Trust the covenant God in the teeth of everything. Believe God to be true--and every fact and circumstance and thought and feeling to be a liar. Cling still to the eternal mercy of God, who casts out none that come unto him by Jesus Christ. Oh, it is a blessed thing to be empty, and to believe that God can fill you; to be nothing, and to believe that he can make you his child; to be lost, and to believe that the Lord can save you; to feel condemned, and yet to believe that Christ can justify you. Oh, to sink and sink and sink, even into the grave of all natural hope, and yet to feel that you shall rise again when the third day has come! This is the faith of God's elect.

Notice that the faith of my text looks for brighter things, for it says, "In the third day he will raise us up, and we shall live in his sight." You are afraid of God now perhaps, but when he comes and lifts you up out of your state of spiritual death-gloom, then you will delight to see him, to feel him near, to know that he has quickened you, and to spend your new life in delightful communion with him. You shall live in his sight. What heavenly living that must be! Life under the eye of the Lord! Life such as he calls life! Life which he can look upon with pleasure! In his presence is fullness of joy, and this his wounded ones shall know when he has healed them.

I wish I could say what I want to say, but I am very feeble, and therefore not much at ease in speaking--yet I do not know but what broken words may after all be best: when voice will not answer to mind, and we have to bring out our discourses piecemeal, then the morsels may be all the sweeter to the afflicted. But this is what I want to say: I entreat you, never yield to that temptation of the devil which would lead you to cry "God is dealing roughly with me: he will never save me." No, expect quite the contrary; because of these blows and strokes, and because of your misery of heart, because of your troubled conscience, because of your inward distress, you may all the more have hope. Nothing is more dreadful than to be without sensation; that is a token of death; but to be broken in pieces all asunder, to feel your thoughts to be like a case of knives cutting to the very center of your heart--this at the very least proves that life is still in you. Besides, remember that the path to joy, is sorrow; the door to life, is by death; the road to salvation, is by condemnation in the conscience. The way to enjoy God's love is, first of all, to be troubled under God's wrath.

That brings me to my third point, upon which I must be brief, but I would be earnest. Oh, Spirit of God, enable me.
 

III. The text has in it A PERSUASIVE VOICE. Oh that I could say it in wooing tones; but though the music of love is in my heart, my voice is hoarse. Bear with me, however, while I cry, "Come! Come! Come! Let us return unto the Lord!"

This persuasive voice is to be attentively regarded, in the first place, because it pleads for a right thing. Dear friends, if we have wandered away from God, and if God is angry with us, then what ought to be our first step? Why, to get back to God. If I had offended any man or felt that I had done him an injustice, I hope I would not need much persuasion to go to him and confess my wrong and ask him to give me his hand. I trust it is the same with you.

Now, since you have grieved the Lord, then you ought to be the first to seek reconciliation, and if instead of it he is first and comes to you with overtures of peace, then surely you should not need much persuasion to end the quarrel. Come, poor erring child, you have acted sinfully towards your loving Father; does not your heart itself suggest to you the resolve, "I will arise and go unto my Father!" You have grieved him, and because you have grieved him he has smitten you, that you may know for yourself the evil of your doings; let the first smitings suffice, and yield at once to his reproofs. "Come, and let us return unto the Lord."

A great part of the persuasiveness of the text lies, not merely in the rightness of it, but in the speaker putting himself with the people whom he entreats to return. He says, "Come, and let US return unto the Lord." My dear hearers, willingly enough, without any sort of mock humility, do I feel constrained to put myself among you. If you have never returned to the Lord, then come let us go together, for I know the way, and have good cause to tread it over again. I went to him, I almost forget how many years ago, but I was only a stripling of fifteen years of age. Deeply conscious of my guilt, I sought the Lord God of my fathers in much brokenness of spirit. He had smitten me, he had torn me, he had slain me by the law of his mouth. Where could I go? I tried every helper, and I found all carnal hopes to be mockeries. I went with trembling to my God and pleaded the precious blood of Jesus--and he healed me, he bound me up, and he gave me to live in his sight. To this I bear my solemn and sure witness. But though I went to him so many years ago, I have been many times since. I have felt sin upon the conscience; I have had my own inward depravity to mourn over; I have had to feel myself to be nothing--yes, and to be less than nothing; and I have been very heavy in soul; and therefore driven by distress, I have gone to my Lord. Yes, I have gone to him a thousand times; and therefore I did not boast when I said I knew the way.

Ah, poor helpless soul, I know your downcastings and afflictions, for I know the heart of a stranger by having felt myself to be an alien to my mother's children, unworthy to be numbered with the family of God. I have comforted God's people, but sometimes could not comfort myself. I have tried to fill others, while mourning my own emptiness. But I bear witness that I never went to my Lord in vain. Come, give me your hand, one on this side, one on that, and let us return unto the Lord. Come, let us make a ring all around the place and hand in hand let us return unto the Lord. You who do not know the way will, perhaps, be helped by brotherly sympathy, as we tell you how we resolved to return. You that think yourselves to be the biggest, blackest sinners, you do not think so badly of yourselves as I often think, and rightly think, of myself; but though of sinners the chief, and of saints the least, "I know whom I have believed, and I am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him until that day." And you, dear friend, though up until now you have never sought Jesus, I hope that you will seek him now and find abundant satisfaction in laying hold upon him.

Notice that this exhortation is put in the present tense. "Come, and let us return unto the Lord." It is not tomorrow, it is not next year, it is so written that it means, "Let us return to the Lord now." If at all, why not at once? The sooner a good thing is done, the better. As far as I am concerned, there is a very personal reason for pressing upon any unconverted person here, that he should return to the Lord now. I reckon it to be a great privilege to be able to stand here and bid you to come to the Lord, though the exercise of that privilege has worn me out and made me brain-weary, and full of pain. That privilege, I shall not enjoy for some little time, and it would charm me if I might win you now. Oh that my Lord would make this last sermon of mine for a while--perhaps forever--to be a weight cast into the scale to decide a hesitating will for Christ. I see the balances; how evenly they are poised! I see them trembling; a decision is to be arrived at one way or the other. This scale for God--shall this go down? Is there weight enough? Satan clings to the chains of that evil scale, he seeks to drag it down, he casts in new temptations. Which will win? With all my heart would I throw earnest entreaties into the scale of right, that salvation may win the day. But which shall it be? Which shall it be? Perhaps the turn it takes tonight, will be the turn it takes for eternity. May God grant that it may be for God, for truth, for Christ, for Heaven--and not for the world, for sin, for self, and for eternal perdition. O Holy Spirit, work mightily to decide men aright.

The pleading of my text--and with this I close--is rendered all the more powerful, because it is full of pleasing expectancy. Imagine that you had to try to make up a quarrel, and the offending person were to say to you, "Well, suppose I agree to end this dispute, will the other party be satisfied?" Upon the answer to that question, your hope of success would very greatly depend. It has sometimes been my lot to have some such work as that to do, and I have not felt quite sure that I would succeed until I had crossed that bridge. The aggrieved individual has been in a very high temper, and I could not altogether wonder, for he had been shamefully treated. "Well," I have said to the offender, "I will try my best, you know, and it will greatly strengthen me if I can say that you bitterly feel that you were in the wrong, and desire to offer an ample apology." My client has said, "I would not mind going a good way, in apologizing, but it can only be on the condition that I shall be kindly met. If I am to be repulsed--well, I shall not say anything until I have some idea of the temper and spirit of my opponent."

When I have been able to say "The person whom you have offended is grieved for you, as much as for himself; he is quite willing to receive you at any time, and will give you every token of forgiveness; he hardly wants you to make any confession at all, he is so ready to forgive you, and nothing will give him greater pleasure than to have your friendship". Why then the other party has said, "What, does he say so? Does he speak kindly of me after what I did? Did he really say that he would be glad to see me at his house? Did he speak of me as still being his friend? Then be so good as to tell him that I am very sorry, and I will be round to say it myself directly."

Now, my God, my gracious God, bids me say that he is a God ready to pardon. You have not to go and propitiate him, and make him tender, and plead with him in prayer until you melt his heart. No! He waits to be gracious to you. He has come tonight, by his poor feeble servant, to entreat you to accept his love and grace. Let my broken accents reach the ears of your hearts. Repent of sin, believe in Jesus Christ, and look to him for mercy. May God help you to do so, and to do it now. Do not let returning unto the Lord be left to be talked of when you get outside: return before you rise from your seat. I dread that vain companion who waits for you at the door; I am afraid of that idle chat on the road home. Do not even allow the exhortation of the text to wait to be thought of when you get home, for perhaps it may then be forgotten: but now, upon that seat, or standing where you are, may God help you to respond to the gracious invitation, "Come, and let us return unto the Lord; for he has torn, and he will heal. The third day he will raise us up, and we shall live in his sight."

God bless you, dear friends. May his richest blessing rest upon every one of you. Other voices will be heard here for a few weeks--but none will speak more lovingly than mine, all broken, cracked, hoarse, and unmusical though it is. May those brethren who speak to you have more strength than I have, and more grace. If they shall be the means of bringing some to Jesus whom I have never reached, then I shall be glad indeed.

Portion of scripture read before sermon--Psalm 32.