John Newton's Letters
How to walk with God
March, 1773
Dear sir,
A simple dependence upon the teaching and influence of the good Spirit of
God, so as not to supersede the use of appointed means, would, if it could
be uniformly maintained, make every part of duty easy and successful. It
would free us from much solicitude, and prevent many mistakes. Methinks I
have a subject in view already, a subject of great importance to myself, and
which perhaps will not be displeasing to you—How to walk with God in the
daily occurrences of life, so as to do everything for his sake and by his
strength.
When we are justified by faith, and accepted in the
Beloved—we become heirs of everlasting life; but we cannot know the full
value of our privileges, until we enter upon the state of eternal glory. For
this, most who are converted have to wait some time after they are partakers
of grace. Though the Lord loves them, hates sin, and teaches them to hate
it—he appoints them to remain a while in a sinful world, and to groan under
the burden of a depraved nature. He could put them in immediate possession
of the heaven for which he has given them a fitness—but he does not. He has
a service for them here; an honor which is worth all they can suffer, and
for which eternity will not afford an opportunity, namely—to be instruments
of promoting his designs, and manifesting his grace in the world. Strictly
speaking, this is the whole of our business here, the only reason why life
is prolonged, or for which it is truly desirable, that we may fill up our
connections and situations, improve our comforts and our crosses, in such a
manner as that God may be glorified in us and by us.
As he is a bountiful Master and a kind Father, he is
pleased to afford a variety of temporal blessings, which sweeten our
service, and as coming from his hand are very valuable. But they are by no
means worth living for, considered in themselves, as they can neither
satisfy our desires, preserve us from trouble, or support as under it. That
light of God's countenance, which can pervade the walls and dissipate the
gloom of a dungeon, is unspeakably preferable to all that can be enjoyed in
a palace without it. The true end of life is, to live not to ourselves—but
to Him who died for us; and while we devote ourselves to his service upon
earth, to rejoice in the prospect of being happy with him forever in heaven.
These things are generally known and acknowledged by
professors; but they are a favored few who act consistently with
their avowed principles; who honestly, diligently, and without reserve,
endeavor to make the most of their talents and strength in promoting the
Lord's service, and allow themselves in no views or designs but what are
plainly subordinate and subservient to it. Yes, I believe the best of the
Lord's servants see cause enough to confess, that they are not only
unprofitable in comparison of what they wish to be—but in many instances
unfaithful likewise. They find so many snares, hindrances, and
temptations, arising from without, and so much encumbrance from sin which
dwells within—that they have more cause for humiliation than
self-complacence, even when they seem most earnest and most useful.
However, we have no Scriptural evidence that we serve the
Lord at all, any farther than we find a habitual desire and aim to serve him
wholly. He is gracious to our imperfections and weakness; yet he
requires all the heart, and will not be served by halves, nor accept
what is performed by a divided heart.
Doing all to the glory of God, is the true alchemy
which turns everything to gold, and ennobles the common actions of life into
acts of piety; 1 Cor. 10:31. Nor is there a grain of real goodness in the
most specious actions, which are performed without a reference to God's
glory. This the world cannot understand; but it will appear highly
reasonable to those who take their ideas of God from the Scripture, and who
have felt the necessity and found the benefits of redemption.
We are debtors many ways—the Lord has a right to us by
creation, by redemption, by conquest, when he freed us
from Satan's power, and took possession of our hearts by his grace; and,
lastly, by our own voluntary surrender, in the day when he enabled us
to fix our choice on himself—as our Lord and our portion. Then we felt the
force of our obligations. We saw the beauty and honor of his service, and
that nothing was worthy to stand in the least degree of competition with it.
This is always equally true, though our perceptions of it are not always
equally strong. But where it has been once really known, it cannot be wholly
forgotten, or cease to be the governing principle of life; and the Lord has
promised to revive the impression in those who wait upon him, and thereby to
renew their strength; for in proportion as we feel by what ties we are
his—we shall embrace his service as perfect freedom.
Again—when the eye is thus single, the whole body
will be full of light. The principle of acting simply for God, will in
general make the path of duty plain, solve a thousand otherwise dubious
questions, lead to the most proper and obvious means, and preclude that
painful anxiety about events, which upon no other plan can be avoided. The
love of God is the best casuist; especially as it leads us to a careful
attendance to his precepts, a reliance on his promises, and a submission to
his will.
Most of our perplexities arise from an undue, though
perhaps unperceived, attachment to SELF. Either we have some scheme of our
own too closely connected with our general view of serving the Lord; or lay
some stress upon our own management, which, though we suspect it may
possibly fail us, we cannot entirely help trusting to. In these respects the
Lord permits his servants occasionally to feel their own weakness; but if
they are sincerely devoted to him, he will teach them to profit by it, and
bring them by degrees to a simplicity of dependence, as well as of
intention. Then all things are easy. Acting from love, and walking by faith,
they can neither be disappointed or discouraged. Duty is their
part, care is his, and they are enabled to cast it upon him. They know,
that, when their expedients seem to fail—that he is still
all-sufficient. They know, that, being engaged in his cause, they cannot
miscarry; and that, though in some things they may seem to fall short of
success, they are sure of meeting acceptance, and that he will estimate
their services not by their actual effects—but according to the gracious
principle and desire he has put into their hearts. 2 Chron.
6:7-8.