The Christian Professor
John Angell James, 1837
THE DYING PROFESSOR
"It is appointed unto all men once
to die!" There is no exemption, even for believers, from this decree. They
are delivered from the 'sting' of death—but not from its stroke. Still, in
one sense, they conquer, like their divine Lord, in being conquered. "If
ever Christianity," says Mr. Hall, "appears in its power, it is when it
erects its trophies on the TOMB; when it takes up its votaries where the
world leaves them, and fills the bosom with immortal hopes in dying
moments." Christ triumphed for his saints, by his own death, and he is
continually renewing the victory in them, amidst all the sufferings and
decay of their own dissolution. This is beautifully illustrated in the
subject of the present chapter; in which we are to contemplate the
Christian's termination of her profession on earth, and see her finishing
her course with joy. I shall not exhibit to my readers an idealistic
scene—but lay before them one of those glorious and blissful realities,
which are continually occurring in the dying chamber of believers--that
border-land which connects the regions of earth and heaven, and where the
darkest scenes of the one are frequently irradiated by the reflected glory
of the other.
Mrs. P.
had been a member of the church under my pastoral oversight about ten years,
and was one of many, who never cost her pastor's heart a sigh--until he lost
her in death. Lovely in person, gentle and affectionate in her disposition,
she added a luster to her consistency as a Christian, by all that usually
interests us in the general character. Tried much, and often, in the furnace
of affliction, her faith, more precious than gold which perishes, was found
unto the praise and honor, and glory of Jesus Christ. At length her last
sickness came on in the form of a lingering consumption. It found her the
happy wife of an affectionate and devoted husband, and the fond mother of a
son of the age of twelve years, and two daughters, one ten, and the other
eight. Possessing such ties to life, she was called to submit, amidst trying
circumstances--to the stroke of death. Her profession, always like a clear
and steady light, now shone forth with a beauty, that made her departure
resemble a glorious sunset after a cloudless day. Amidst the alternations
usually produced by the flattering illusions of her disorder, she was never
elated by hope, nor depressed by fear—but smiled on her physician, whether
he spoke of recovery--or death. However languishing with weakness, or racked
by pain, or harassed by coughing, she was instantly roused and made happy by
one word, either of 'death' or 'Christ'. Such was the charm of these themes,
that I have frequently seen her countenance change in a moment, by their
potency, from an expression of great suffering to a smile that looked like a
ray of the excellent glory, falling on her previously dim and languid eye.
Instead, however, of speaking of her, or attempting to describe her, I will
let her speak for herself. As I was about to leave home for a few days, and
supposing that her end was near, I requested her husband to take notes of
any remarks that might drop from her lips, in order that I might be in
possession of her last testimony to the truths of the gospel, and the power
of religion. The following diary, extending only through ten days, is but a
specimen of what occurred almost uninterruptedly for many months.
"Tell Mr. James," she said one day,
"that the fear and sting of death are both taken away—the fear, because
Christ died for sinners—the sting, because he has fulfilled and magnified
the law." And in reply to a remark that death was hard work, "No," she said,
"sweet death! which opens heaven--and shuts out earth!"
AUGUST 4. This morning she awoke
exceedingly happy, and said, "What a mercy it is to have a Father in heaven.
I wake every morning more happy, with more love to God, and more deadness to
the world. O, my happy midnight hours! The things I most dreaded, I find
most mercy in. I cannot say much—but I wish, when I can say a few words
only, to utter the praises of that God who is so good to me."
At another time she said. "My bliss
is too great to be endured on earth, and it's too pure for it. Oh! seek God
earnestly with all the heart, and then he will comfort you on a death-bed,
in the same way he now comforts me. Confess to him all your sins, make no
reserve, and remember not to put off the confession of little sins,
for they will only harden the heart, and delay will make the confession more
difficult at last."
AUGUST 6. "I have been unspeakably
happy," she said, "tonight. Oh! seek God with all your heart; seek him while
he may be found, call upon him while he is near." On having her pillows
adjusted and made easy, her uplifted hands and eyes spoke more than words
could do, her feelings of gratitude and thankfulness; "How can I
sufficiently honor and adore God, for all his mercies towards me. I feel my
heart almost ready to burst, and my whole soul swallowed up in gratitude and
love to him! Surely, surely, heaven is begun below!"
Sunday morning, AUGUST 7. She
observed, "Satan has been tempting me in the night, by a sense of past
sins—but I have been enabled to beat him off, by praying for faith, and
looking steadily at the cross. This life is as Paul describes it, a constant
fight; I have found it to be so—but the idea that life is so near a close,
is to me exquisite. You will (addressing me) find it so yourself—but
watch and pray, and you will ultimately triumph. Sin is mixed with
everything here, and remember, whatever comes between the soul and God, as a
cloud to dim the luster of his glory, is sin. I was much struck with this
idea about eighteen years ago, in attending the theater, at the particular
request of a friend, for I found when I retired to bed, I could not pray,
which convinced me of the sinfulness of the theater, and I never went
again."
This morning she joined the whole
family in singing, "When I can read my title clear," etc. She did so in a
peculiarly animated manner—but with so trembling and feeble a voice, that it
was pleasure mixed with pain, and the circumstance will never be forgotten.
During the day, such was her
patience and resignation, that in allusion to her sufferings, she said, "I
think I could bear a little more, if God thought fit to lay it upon me," and
looking upon her poor skeleton fingers, added, "I like to see them," and
then with an apparent smile of triumph said, "You know you cannot keep me
here much longer, I shall soon be gone."
AUGUST 8. This last night has been
to her a sleepless, restless one; she appears almost worn out, and to be
much engaged in prayer, for waiting patience—she said, "what an unspeakable
mercy it is, that I've not a doubt or a fear! but pray for me, that I may so
continue to the end, for many a good Christian is permitted to be much
harassed by the enemy at the last; I have been much distressed tonight by
Satan. I found I could not pray—but the passage afterwards came to my mind,
'there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus,'
and this comforted me."
TUESDAY. A few days ago she sent a
message to a friend, that she would send him "Mr. James' Anxious Inquirer,"
with her dying request that he would not only read it attentively—but with
prayer, and if he did, she was sure it would conduct him in a safer and
surer way to happiness, than the one he was now going. Today she sent the
book, and how much was she rejoiced at hearing that he had become so
impatient for it, as to send to town to buy one, and was then engaged in
reading it; may her prayer that it may be blessed to his conversion, be
answered.
WEDNESDAY. Today she is so
exceedingly feeble, that I can scarcely hear her speak; but with difficulty
I caught the following words—"What a mercy it is that the work is finished,
and that when in health I sought God with all my heart, in his own appointed
way; I cannot talk today, I feel so ill; but all is sweet peace within—I
die, resting simply on the righteousness of Christ." In the evening she
said, "My God, my Bible, and my Savior, are increasing sources of happiness,
to which I can turn at any moment, without disappointment, and I find them
more solid as other things fade away."
THURSDAY. In reply to the words "God
bless you," I addressed her this morning, she said, "Ah, God does indeed
bless me with the choicest of his blessings; he supplies all my necessary
needs, and
"Whatever else I think I want,
'tis right to be denied."
This afternoon she has fatigued and
weakened herself by again talking for a long time to Mrs. — as to her soul's
concern. Mrs. — at one time made a great profession of religion, and was
apparently before my poor wife in the Christian race—but the world has laid
fast hold upon her, and she has backslidden. My dear wife is much concerned
about her, and considers she is not a lost character, as she appears not
only to be aware of—but to feel her sad state, and is an
unhappy woman—and augurs much from what she has said to her during the two
interviews. Mr. — received his present of the book, she said, with much
pleasure, and was affected with the idea that there was one in the world who
cared for his soul, and intimated his wish, if there was no impropriety, to
see my wife, to which she assented. If he comes, may God strengthen her for
the interview, for she is determined, by the help of God, to be plain and
faithful, and say much to him.
SATURDAY. Very ill today and
yesterday; she suffers much from great difficulty in breathing, and spasms
in the chest. When a little relieved, she said—"Oh, what a mercy it is to
feel patience and perfect resignation. I can say from my heart, Lord,
your time, your will, your way."
Sunday morning, AUGUST 14. Her
prayers for my spiritual good, accompanied with her sincere thanks for what
she termed my great kindness and affection to her as a husband, were very
affecting; "Love and serve God," she said, "with all your heart, soul, and
strength, and let this be a fixed and settled principle in all the concerns
of life." In the midst of her sufferings, and they were very severe, she
said—"I love God more than ever." In the afternoon, she said—"I could not
have thought that anyone could have suffered so much, and yet live; and if
God inflicts such sufferings upon his own children, what must the pains of
hell be to the wicked? O sin! sin! Remember all sorrow and suffering are the
fruits and effects of sin. I cannot think what the wicked do on a death-bed,
when the horrors of the mind are added to the pains of the body."
SUNDAY NIGHT. Her sufferings
increased, and she was at a loss to reconcile the sufferings of God's people
with her belief in his great kindness and regard towards them; and it was
apparent that though she had so often said that she had no doubts, no fears,
no anxieties, yet that a dark cloud was coming over the mind. "This is
indeed," she said, "the hour and power of darkness; it is horrible."
Mr. — called on Monday morning to
talk and pray with her. His visit much consoled her, and in an hour or two
after, her spirit seemed to emerge from the darkness which had for so many
hours hung over her, and all was bright sunshine again. She then said—"All
is sweet peace again—solid peace. I am as certain of heaven as if I were
already there—not that I have merited heaven—no—I have no works, no
worthiness.
'Nothing in my hand I bring,
Simply to the cross I cling.'"
TUESDAY. The words of the
Psalmist—"You have brought me up out of a horrible pit, out of the miry
clay, and set my feet upon a rock," etc., were peculiarly expressive of her
state and feelings now.
Perhaps nothing need be added to
this; I will, however, give the substance of only one or two conversations I
had with her during the last few days of her mortal conflict. On one
occasion she said—"I have lain awake night after night, examining the
foundation of my hope—but I cannot find a single flaw. I depend entirely
upon the sacrifice of Christ for acceptance with God, and not at all upon my
own works. I have not a doubt or a fear. I have had my seasons of spiritual
distress—but have been enabled by God's Spirit to be faithful."
Speaking of her children, who had
been for some time removed from home, she said—"When first I saw them after
their return, I felt a pang at the thought of leaving them; but I prayed for
faith, and was enabled instantly to give up, both them and my husband."
At another time, she exclaimed—"O
that all the world knew what I enjoy, they would not then neglect religion.
I now feel the advantage of a remark I met with some time since in an old
author—'It is well to lay up a good stock of prayers for a dying hour.'
By which she meant, as the author did, that through her whole
profession, she had been much engaged in prayer to God for his comfortable
presence and gracious support, in her dying hour. She then adverted to the
answer of her prayers which she was receiving, and said—"This state of mind
is not natural to me. I used to be much afraid of dying, and this led me to
be much in prayer; and now see how God is granting my request."
About the time of this interview of
my own, a friend called upon her, who, upon hearing her talk beyond her
strength, gently admonished her to spare herself. "Oh, it matters not," she
replied, "I believe I shall die tonight, and it does not signify; I wanted
to pray for my minister when he was last here—but had not courage." And
then, lifting up her eyes to heaven, poured forth a most fervent and
appropriate prayer both for him and his wife.
At a subsequent visit, finding her,
beyond expectation, alive, I said, "What, still in the flesh?" and knowing
the danger of her becoming impatient to be gone, I asked her if she was
willing to wait in her suffering state, any time that God might see fit to
detain her on earth? "Quite," she replied, "quite willing to wait and
suffer any time, for I am sure God will give me grace. I am a wonder to
myself. I am a monument of mercy. O, the mercies of God! What a mercy,
that the work of salvation is all done! What a blessing to have the soul
safe! I have nothing to do but to go. I am quite ready. When my husband
reads the Scriptures to me, I now see a glory greater than I ever saw
before. I see them in a new light. No other book but the Bible will do now.
I cannot bear, sir, (turning to me, she said,) even your books now. Nothing
but the pure truth of God will do now. Sometimes it seems as if God had
direct communion with my soul."
Then speaking of the generality of
professors of all denominations, she said—"O what a difference have I seen
in those I have had to do with. They do not live near enough to God—they are
too worldly. Tell those of our church, from me, to live closer to God, and
to give themselves more up to his service. I love the church of which I am a
member. I die in communion with every member of it; but charge them from me,
to be less worldly, and to live nearer to God."
She then gave utterance to a
lamentation over some acquaintances whom she feared had been living without
spiritual religion, and charged me to speak seriously after her decease to
one friend in particular, on this subject. After this, followed a strain of
exulting hope of the heavenly world—"There I shall see the Apostle Paul, and
all the blessed spirits of just men made perfect—and, above all, the Lord
Jesus Christ, and be overshadowed with his glory!"
A lady of considerable
respectability and intelligence—but holding Unitarian sentiments, who had
been exceedingly kind to her, visited her more than once, and was so struck
with the scene, that she not only wept abundantly—but took two of her
daughters with her to witness it also, and see how peacefully a Christian
could die. The mind of the dying saint felt some little fear, lest she
should not have courage to bear her testimony on behalf of her divine Lord,
or speak with propriety on those truths which then yielded her strong
consolation. She prayed earnestly to God for help, and help was granted her,
and it was delightful to observe with what modest thankfulness she
acknowledged the grace she had obtained to be faithful. Indeed it was one
pleasing feature of her dying experience that she was anxious to do good to
all around her; and scarcely any came to her dying bed, who did not carry
from it some instructive admonition. Among others, her nurse was an object
of most tender solicitude, and while anxious for her spiritual welfare, she
did not forget her temporal comfort, as the following little incident will
prove.
Among the friends who visited her,
was one, who is in the habit of distributing garments to the poor, from whom
with great diffidence she solicited a flannel gown, that the poor woman,
when she herself was in her grave, might be protected from the cold in her
night watches in sick chambers that might not be so warm as that in which
she had waited upon her. Such a considerateness of the comfort of
others, when flesh and heart were failing her, is a beautiful
exemplification of the charity that is kind.
Among other things she uttered
during the last day or two of her life, she said—"I have fought a good
fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith—henceforth there is
laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous
Judge, shall give me at that day; and not to me only—but to those also that
love his appearing." The words "not to me only—but to those also that love
his appearing," seemed to give her peculiar delight. "The nearer I get home,
she continued, the clearer I see my Father's house, and the more certain I
am I shall be welcome there." On a great increase of bodily pain, she
faintly said—"Spirit brighter; suffering very mysterious." Her last words
were in reference to her state of mind. "Peace, peace, O sweet peace!" She
died with her finger pointing up to heaven.
Behold the dying professor, and
receive her testimony to the grace and glory of our Lord Jesus Christ, who,
having put his righteousness upon her, and his spirit within her, has called
her to join the palm-bearing multitude, in making her confession before the
angels of God. "Here is the endurance of the saints, who keep the
commandments of God and the faith in Jesus." Then I heard a voice from
heaven saying, "Write--Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now
on." "Yes," says the Spirit, "let them rest from their labors, for their
works follow them!" Rev. 14:12, 13.
Thus ends, though not in all cases
with the same degree of holy triumph, the profession of the sincere,
consistent, and exemplary Christian. How bright a scene! How beautiful and
how powerful a testimony to the reality and excellence of true religion! I
need not ask, whether infidelity can produce, or ever did produce, anything
like it; or whether philosophy ever did so with her enchantments. Socrates,
conversing so calmly with his friends on the subject of immortality, just
before he drank the hemlock, is a feeble exhibition of moral grandeur,
compared with this. O Christianity! this is your triumph and trophy.
What a proof is this of an immaterial and undying mind. To see reason in all
its power—religion in its sublimest flights—Then! when the heart is
fluttering in the conflict of mortality! Then! for the soul to soar, with
angel flight, until its expressions are so grand, its conceptions so
unearthly, its joys so much above sense, and reason, and even faith,
too--that it looks all covered with the cloud of glory, in which it has
already, in a measure, entered—can this be the mere modification of flesh
and blood? Oh, no! it is mind triumphing over the weakness of matter. It is
the original matter from which the poet has taken his beautiful copy—
The holy triumphs of my soul,
Shall death itself outbrave;
Leave dull mortality behind,
And fly beyond the grave.
And what was it that this
immaterial, imperishable mind was then intent upon? On what was the eye of
the soul fixed, and to what boundless object were its aspirations rising?
Earth had receded, and carried with it all its kingdoms and their glory.
But there was another glory rising to fill its place, in beholding the blaze
of which, even husband, children, mother, friends, minister, and church were
all lost sight of. She saw, as with a new sense, granted to dying saints—but
unknown to living ones, things almost as unutterable as those which Paul
witnessed in the third heavens; and loosening from every terrestrial object,
sprung forward to lay hold upon immortality.
I grant that it is not the privilege
of all the children of God, to enjoy so large a share of heaven upon
earth as did this dear saint, for it is an undoubted fact, that even some of
the most eminent servants of God have been far less favored in their dying
hour than she was. I could mention names of the most distinguished divines
of modern times, whose passage through the dark valley was not irradiated
with these bright corruscations of the heavenly glory. This fact has not
been unnoticed by others. Can we account for it? No doubt, in some cases,
the nature of their dying illness may have had an influence, as certain
disorders predispose more powerfully to the depression of the animal spirits
than others. Mr. Fuller, during his last illness, labored under this to a
considerable extent, and the celebrated Mr. Scott, the author of the
Commentary, did the same; but it was, in each of these cases, the effect of
disease. "I never recollect," said the former, "to have had such depression
of animal spirits, accompanied with such calmness of mind." "I would be
glad," he said, "to be favored with some lively hopes, before I depart
hence." "My hope is such, however, that I am not afraid to plunge into
eternity."
I have no doubt, that both in living
saints, and in dying ones too, disease has much to do in preventing what is
usually denominated comfort; but surely though disease may, in some
cases, prevent comfort, it cannot, in a sane mind, produce it.
The experience recorded in this chapter, is unquestionably the in-working of
the mighty power of God. That the humbler saints should be thus favored,
while useful preachers, and great theologians, who have served God in their
own, and will continue to serve him by their works, in all future
generations, should be denied those bright manifestations of God's presence
in death, is an arrangement that must have some ends, and teach some lessons
in the divine administration.
Does it not show the sovereignty of
God, in the bestowment of his favors? Does it not hide pride from man, by
proving that it is not even distinction in the church, which can insure the
brightest light of God's countenance? Does it not tend to keep humble,
living Christians, and ministers, and authors of eminence, by reminding
them, that people never heard of beyond a narrow circle, may have a more
glorious close of their profession than even they? Does it not prove that
God holds himself no man's debtor, for what he has done? Does it not
manifest how inadequate all we do for Christ is to comfort us in a dying
hour, and that theological giants, as well as the least child in God's
family, can derive no comfort then—but from a simple dependence on
Jesus? Does it not illustrate the power of Christ, in raising such meek and
humble saints, such seemingly weak believers, into the spiritual prowess of
the greatest conquerors of death? Does it not distribute more widely the
honor of doing something for God, and of bringing glory to Christ; so that
while some shall do much by their living labors, others shall do it by their
dying experience? Does it not encourage the less public professors, who are
the greatest in number, to look forward with lively hope and joyful
anticipations to the close of life? Such lessons as these, are of great
consequence in the school of Christ, and we cannot wonder that God should
take such methods in teaching them.
Professors! the close of your
profession will come, and the nature of that close should be a matter of
solicitude to you. Whether your sun shall set in clouds or in brightness,
ought not to be a subject of absolute indifference. True it is, that your
chief concern should be, to maintain a consistent profession while you live;
for this is the most likely way to make a happy one when you die; but still,
when we consider how much it tends to edify the church, to hear of the
lively faith and hope of its dying members, and how much it tends also to
awaken and impress careless sinners--it ought to be a matter of desire and
prayer, that we might finish our course with joy, and glorify God in death.
A holy life, and a happy death, and
both of them for the honor of Christ, the credit of religion, and the good
of immortal souls, should be the object of every Christian's ambition. These
two act upon each other; he who would be happy in death, should be holy in
life; and did we keep the death-bed scene in view, it would be one
motive, and that not a weak one, to a life of eminent godliness. Death is a
scene in which we can be found but once. We can glorify God through all
time, and through all eternity, by ten thousand acts, ten thousand times
repeated—but we can honor him but once, in dying; how much we ought
to be concerned then, to do that well, and realize the saying—
"His God sustained him in his dying
hour,
His dying hour brought glory to his God."
For this purpose, we should, like
the Apostle, die daily. The whole of life should be one continued exercise
and discipline for death. All days should be spent with reference to the
last, and all objects looked at in connection with the sepulcher. We should
never forget "to lay up a stock of prayers
for a death-bed."
The prospect of death should not
distress us. The fear that has torment, the dread that brings us into
bondage, should be subdued by a distinct exercise of faith, in reference to
this solemn event. Faith should have exercises, appropriate to every
situation in which we can be found; we should have faith for life; faith for
death; faith for eternity. Not only faith in a dying hour, when it is
present—but faith for it, when it is yet future. All evils look
greatest at a distance, not excepting death itself. There is scarcely one
fact more borne out by the experience of the church, than that the fear of
death diminishes in the heart of God's people, the nearer they approach the
dark valley; for, in truth, the nearer they draw to that scene of gloom, the
closer do they come to the heavenly glory, the light of which there breaks
on the night of the tomb. Multitudes who, during their lives, could never
think of dying—but with some painful solicitude, have been astonished to
find how their fears all vanished, and with what peaceful hope they could
lie down and expire.
Reasons may be assigned for this,
which are quite sufficient to account for the encouraging fact. In those
solemn circumstances, the attention, hitherto divided between earth
and heaven, is more concentrated, yes, is exclusively fixed on the latter.
Like a pilgrim going to the Holy City, who has arrived at its very suburbs,
and loses sight of, and interest in, the things that had attracted his
notice on the road, and sees only the towers, and walls, and domes of the
object of his long and weary journey--so the departing saint, now sees only
the things that are heavenly, and is occupied in the contemplation of the
exceeding great and eternal weight of glory.
His dependence upon God's mercy in
Christ Jesus, is now more simple and more firm,
in the near prospect of standing in the immediate presence of a Holy God.
The last remains of pride, self-righteousness, and vain glory, die within
him; his fancied excellences vanish; his sins appear in their true light;
and he feels more deeply and more delightfully that Christ is all in all.
With a grasp of faith, new in its power, though not in its kind, he lays
hold on the cross, and finds that it can sustain him even when sinking in
death. His assurance is then more confident. He finds the necessity
of coming to a conclusion about his state. The question must be settled. He
cannot now have doubts and fears—but must have the point cleared up, whether
he is a child of God, an heir of glory, or not; and it is cleared up.
He knows and feels that he depends on Christ, and nothing else. He is
peaceful in the billows of Jordan; unfrightened amidst the shadows of the
dark valley; dead in heart to the world, before he is dead in body; and
hopeful in the prospect of eternity. All this is evidence to him of personal
religion! He is a Christian. Blessed conclusion!
And it blesses him.
Assurance, which he has sought through life, comes in death. If it was not a
sun to shine upon his path through the world, it is the lamp to cheer him
along the dark avenue of the grave. He can die in peace, for he now knows
in whom he has believed.
In addition to all this, God is
especially near his dying saints, and loves then to grant them the
strongest consolations of his Spirit. It seems to be his design and
pleasure, to make grace most triumphant amidst the weakness and decays of
nature, and to prove that the blessedness of an immortal soul arises from
himself, since he makes it happy by his presence, when everything else
conspires to make it miserable. We can imagine that the object most
interesting to the heart of infinite love is the dying martyr, and next to
him, the dying Christian. It is the last time until the resurrection
morning, in which God permits the world to look upon his children; and then,
when he is taking them away, he presents them with the smile of peace upon
lips.
He sometimes seems to make it a
point to meet them in the dark valley, and reserves his strongest cordials
for their expiring moments. It is said of those that believe in Jesus, that
they shall not see death. The grim monster is in the gloomy
passage—but Christ interposing between him and the dying believer; the
Christian looking only at the Savior, passes by with out noticing the
terrors of the last enemy. God has promised not to forsake his people, even
amidst the troubles of life—but he compasses them with his presence,
amidst the sorrows of death.
How rarely do we hear of a
consistent Christian dying in a disconsolate state. That some who have been
lukewarm and irregular, who have not been watchful and diligent, are left to
disquietude and perturbation in that season, when it is most desirable there
should be peace, is very true. God chastises the inconsistencies of their
lives, in the season of their death. Purgatory is a mere Popish delusion—but
the disciplinary process of a long and cheerless approach to the tomb, is
sometimes employed by Sovereign Mercy, to fit the backslider in heart, for
the realms of glory. Seldom, however, is the consistent professor left to
darkness and distress in his last moments; on the contrary, he usually finds
his dying chamber to be the vestibule of heaven, where the anthems of the
Redeemed are heard within, inviting him to the work of everlasting praise.
Let the consistent professor,
therefore, go cheerfully forward to his latter end. Let him cast away the
fearful apprehensions of a dying hour. Not that all kinds and degrees of
fear can be totally suppressed. Death is an solemn event—and to
regard it with careless indifference is the mark of a hardened heart, and
not of a renewed one. Some good people have distressed their minds, and
written bitter things against themselves, because they could not
altogether rise above the fear of death. But this is needless
self-torment. There is an apprehensiveness of this great change, which is
almost inseparable from humanity, and indeed is one of the safeguards of
life, and which is greatly increased, in some cases, by physical
temperament. This may co-exist with sincere, and even with eminent
piety. Mr. Jay, I remember, illustrates the subject thus—A man maybe in
America, while his wife and family are in this country. He may wish to be
with them, for his heart is there—but still he may dread to cross the
Atlantic ocean which lies between himself and them. So a Christian's heart
may be in heaven, yet he may dread to pass through death, though it leads to
glory.
Nothing tends more to subdue this
natural fear of the last enemy, than the habitual contemplation of the
heavenly state, and the exercise of faith in Jesus Christ, for the dying
hour. As a dark object when seen between two resplendent ones, loses its
gloomy aspect, and becomes itself almost bright; so death, when viewed
between the cross of Christ, and the crown of glory, receives a luster by
reflection, which conceals, if it does not altogether remove, its horrors.
Therefore let us go onto meet the last enemy with the joint language of both
Testaments upon our lips. "Yes, though I walk through the valley of the
shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for you are with me—your rod and your
staff comfort me." "I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is
able to keep that which I have committed to him." "O death, where is your
sting! O grave, where is your victory? The sting of death is sin, and the
strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory
through our Lord Jesus Christ."
Who can lift up the veil and see the
Christian in his eternal state? If in an earlier part of this volume, when
considering the dangers of self-deception we exclaimed, with shuddering
horror, "A professor in hell!" with what transporting delight may we
exclaim, A professor in heaven! But who can follow him into the
unapproachable light, the astonishing splendor of the divine presence?
Mortality is swallowed up into life; humanity is absorbed into glory.
There is one thing, among many
others, which deserves a momentary attention; it is the interview of
sincere, consistent, and persevering professor, with "the Lord who bought
him." Of that scene, however, little can be imagined but what is suggested,
by the words which his Lord will then say to him—"Well done, good and
faithful servant; enter into the joy of your Lord. You have taken up my
name, and have not dishonored it; entered my church, and not defiled it;
professed my religion, and not disparaged it; borne my cross, and not added
to its ignominy, by inconsistency of conduct. Well done! well done!"
O rapturous expression! How joyful a
sound does such a testimony carry from the mouth of Christ! O what can be so
grateful and reviving to the heart of a good man, as to have the Lord of
life and glory say to him, well done? What a reward for all the labors, and
self-denial, and sufferings of a life of piety, to hear God say—"I am well
pleased with you!" But this is not all; for he will add—"Enter into the
joy of your Lord." "You have labored well in your profession; that is
all over forever, and now enter upon your rest and your reward—you have
denied yourself—but not me, and now I confess you as my faithful follower
before my Father and his holy angels; you have had fellowship with me in my
sufferings, and nothing now remains for me and you—but joy unspeakable and
full of glory! Enter into the joy of your Lord."
This is the sum of all felicity. But
who shall explain it? What does it mean? The joy of which Christ is the
object? a felicity to be derived from being with him, and beholding his
glory? Or the joy of which he is the author; which he creates around
us and within us? Or the joy of which he is the possessor? as though
he had said "enter into that joy that is now to be common both to me and
you, and of which you shall partake with me." It is all these united.
Into this joy the faithful professor will be welcomed and introduced by
Christ himself. It shall not so much enter into him, as he into it; he is
not so much to possess it as to be possessed by it; it is the atmosphere
which is to surround him, the light which is to shine all over him, the very
space which is to absorb him. Into this he is to enter—but never to depart
from it. The last thing we hear of him is, that he is gone into joy!