SPIRITUAL HELPLESSNESS
Arthur W. Pink (1886-1952)
"The fear of the Lord is to hate evil" (Proverbs 8:13).
The "fear of the Lord" is one of the many names given to that new nature or
principle of grace and holiness which is communicated to the Christian at
his new birth. Evidence we have received this Divine gift is, that sin is
now a burden and a grief to us. The longing of the renewed heart is to be
completely done with sin, but this longing is only realized when we are
called Home. Meanwhile, sooner or later, God makes the real Christian learn
by humbling experiences that he is without the least power of help from
himself. It is easy to say "I have no power," but not so to actually realize
the fact; and therefore does God allow us to try and overcome our secret
lusts and besetting sins, and to cast out our idols. We pray Him to help us,
and every fall we have are sorry for it, and are determined not to act so
foolishly again, and we really expect we shall not. But alas, Satan and sin
work upon our native corruptions, and with open eyes we go again and again
into sin, and bring a heavy load of guilt upon our consciences.
The "law" which Paul speaks of as being at work in his
members (Romans 7:23) is nothing else than a love of sin. This is too strong
for the Christian, and though he seeks to be more diligent in reading,
meditation, prayer, repenting and believing, the victory he longs for comes
not to him. Yes, we will not gloss over the solemn fact, but honestly
acknowledge it— matters get worse and worse. We read the Word, but it seems
to have no power over us; we pray, but it seems all in vain, for the more we
pray against sin, the stronger it works; and perhaps we go to the Throne of
Grace with increasing reluctance. As for repentance, our hearts seem like
stone, until perhaps we are ready to believe that God has given us up
entirely. Now all of this, and much more that might be said, is to teach us
that we are altogether "without strength." God Himself tells us that when
the Ethiopian can change his skin and the leopard his spots, then can those
who are accustomed to do evil, do well (Jer. 13:23); and we are brought to
realize this in our experience. And how can we find it out in any other way,
except by testing our own arm and discovering our supposed strength to be
but weakness! But is this all? No; emptied of self, we are then ready to
again find Christ a "very present help in trouble." Only those who are truly
sin-sick apply in earnest to the great Physician of souls!