Exposition
of Psalm 119
by Charles Bridges, 1827
Verses 76 - 100
76. Let, I pray You, Your merciful kindness be for my comfort: according to Your
word unto Your servant.
What! does the Psalmist then seek his comfort from the very hand that strikes
him? This is genuine faith, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." The
very arm that seems to be uplifted for my destruction, shall be to me the arm of
salvation.
Several of the preceding verses have spoken of affliction. The Psalmist now
prays for alleviation under it. But of what kind? He does not "beseech the Lord,
that it might depart from him." No. His repeated acknowledgments of the supports
given under it, and the benefits he had derived from it, had reconciled him to
commit its measure and continuance to the Lord. All that he needs, and all that
he asks for, is, a sense of His merciful kindness upon his soul. Thus he submits
to His justice in accumulated trials, and expects consolation under them, solely
upon the ground of His free favor. Indeed, it is hard to hold on under
protracted affliction without this precious support. Patience may restrain
murmuring but a sense of love alone keeps from fainting. Holiness is our
service—affliction is our exercise—comfort is our gracious reward. All the
candles in the world, in the absence of the sun, can never make the day. The
whole earth, in its brightest visions of fancy, destitute of the Lord's love,
can never cheer nor revive the soul. Indeed, it matters little where we are, or
what we have. In the fullness of refreshing ordinances, unless the Lord meets
us, and blesses us with His merciful kindness for our comfort, it is "a thirsty
land, where no water is." Absalom might as well have been at Geshur as at
Jerusalem, so long as he "saw not the king's face." Nothing that the Lord "gives
us richly to enjoy" will satisfy, if this source of refreshment be withheld. The
worldling's inquiry is, "Who will show us any good?" The Christian forms his
answer into a prayer, "Lord! lift up the light of Your countenance upon me." Let
Your merciful kindness be for my comfort. This gives the enjoyment of every real
good, and supplies the place of every fancied good. It is a blessing that never
cloys, and will never end: and every fresh taste quenches the thirst for earthly
pleasures. "Whoever drinks of this water"—says our Divine Savior, "shall thirst
again. But whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him shall never
thirst!" "Delight yourself in the Lord; and He shall give you the desires of
your heart."
But, Reader, do you wish to realize this comfort? Then seek to approach your God
by the only way of access. Learn to contemplate Him in the only glass in which a
God of love is seen, "in the face of Jesus Christ." Guard against looking for
comfort from any other source. Beware especially of that satisfaction in
creature-cisterns which draws you away from "the fountain of living waters."
Learn also to prize this comfort supremely, and not to be content without some
enjoyment, or even with a scanty measure of enjoyment; but rather let every
day's refreshment be made a step for desiring and attaining renewed and sweeter
refreshment for tomorrow. Some, however, appear to look at David's experience,
as if at present they could hardly expect to reach its happiness: and so they go
on in a low, depressed, and almost sullen state, refusing the privileges, which
are as freely offered to them as to others. But such a state of mind is highly
dishonorable to God. Let them earnestly plead their interest in the word of
promise—According to Your word to Your servant. Let them lay their fingers upon
one or all of the promises of their God. Let them spread before the Lord His own
handwriting and seals; and their Savior has said, "According to your faith be it
unto you." "The king is held in the galleries;" and, if He should "make as
though He would go farther," He is willing that we should "constrain Him,
saying, Abide with us." No veil now but the veil of unbelief need hinder us from
seeing an unclouded everlasting smile of merciful kindness upon our heavenly
Father's reconciled face. Only let us see to it, that He is the first, the
habitual object of our contemplation, the satisfying well-spring of our
delight—that He is the one desire, to which every other is subordinate, and in
which every other is absorbed.
Lord Jesus! I would seek for a renewed enjoyment in Your merciful kindness. I
would not forget, that it was this that brought You down from heaven—that led
You to endure the death of the cross—that has washed me in Your precious
blood—that visits me with many endearing tokens of Your love. Oh, let all my
days be spent in the sense of this merciful kindness for my comfort, and in
rendering to You the unworthy returns of grateful, filial service.
77. Let Your tender mercies come to me, that I may live; for Your law is my
delight.
Sin is no light trouble to the man of God. Mercy, therefore, is to him no common
blessing. Never can he have—never can he ask, enough. Hence his repeated cries.
Mercy brought him out of sin and misery. Mercy keeps—holds him on—assures him to
the end. Every blessing comes in the way of mercy. The most careful walker
according to the gospel rule, needs mercy. The elect are "vessels of
mercy"—filled up to the brim with mercy. The crown of glory at last is received
at the hands of mercy.
The distinguishing character of God is, that His mercies are tender mercies—a
father's pitying—yearning mercies. When His returning prodigal expected probably
upbraiding looks, if not a frown of banishment, how did these tender mercies
bury, not only his sins, but also his very confessions in the depths of the sea,
and welcome him without a cloud to his forsaken home! The same tender
considerations put away from His children all anxiety respecting "what they
shall eat, or what they shall drink, or wherewithal they shall be clothed. As a
Father He also "chastens" them, "he suffers their manners"—He "spares them, as a
man spares his own son that serves him;" and, finally, He determines respecting
each of them by an act of sovereign power, "You shall call Me, My Father, and
shall not depart from Me." In a yet more endearing character He speaks, "As one
whom his mother comforts, so will I comfort you. They may forget; yet will I not
forget You."
Yet have we no just apprehension of these tender mercies, unless they come to
us. In the midst of the wide distribution, let me claim my interest. Let them
come to me. Praised be God! the way is open to me. The mere report is
unfruitful. I cannot speak of them with glow and unction. The application of
them is life—not the mere breathing of spiritual existence, but the life of my
life—the living principle of devotedness and enjoyment—living to and for God in
every form and sphere, in every hour and action of the day; my feebleness
becoming strength in the Lord; "walking up and down in His name." This truly is
"reigning in life;" rising to more of its honor and dignity, and reaching forth
to more of its excellence and happiness.
But let us not lose sight of the abundant overflowing spring, from which our
life is maintained. "In Christ was life;" and He "came that we might have life,
and that we might have it more abundantly." There can be, therefore, no
exercises of life without a vital union to Christ—the source of life. Shall we
then give up the hope of believing in Christ, until we feel the influence of
this spiritual principle? This would be indeed like refusing to abide in the
vine, until we could bring forth fruit; whereas the branch, while separated from
the vine, must ever be fruitless and withered. We must receive life from Christ,
not bring it to Him. Faith implants us in Him; and "Christ dwelling in the heart
by faith" becomes the life of the soul, animating it in the ways of God.
This life, therefore, will manifest itself in delight in God's law. We shall not
be satisfied to live upon the mere surface of the gospel (which is barren and
unproductive, as any other surface, in spiritual usefulness), but we shall
search into its hidden treasures, and draw forth its real life and consolation.
This "delight" will furnish a plea for our use at the throne of grace. 'If this
is the fruit and acting of the life of Your own implanting, Lord! cherish it.
Let me live by the influence of Your tender mercies. I venture to plead my
delight in Your law, as an evidence of my adoption into Your family. And,
therefore, I would renew my plea and my petition—Let Your tender mercies come to
me, that my life may be not only existence, but enjoyment—the beginning, the
earnest, of the everlasting life and bliss of heaven.'
78. Let the proud be ashamed: for they dwelt perversely with me without a cause:
but I will meditate in Your precepts.
The prophecy with which God Himself condescended to open the history of the
church, has ever since been in the course of accomplishment. "Enmity between the
seed of the serpent and the seed of the woman," has been the prevailing
character and course of the world. "An unjust man is an abomination to the just;
and he who is upright in the way is abomination to the wicked." David, however,
prayed for the confusion of his enemies—not in a vindictive spirit, as if
thirsting for their destruction; but as opening the way for his own more free
service of God, and as a chastening, that might eventually turn to their
salvation, "Fill their faces with shame, that they may seek Your name, O Lord!"
That his prayer was the expression of his tender compassion, rather than of
resentful feeling, is sufficiently evident from his affectionate weeping concern
for their immortal interests. Prayers of the same deprecating character dropped
from the lips of the gentle and compassionate Savior: while the objects of His
awful deprecations were interested in the most yearning sympathies of His heart.
A regard also for the honor of God dictated this prayer. David knew that the
malice of his enemies against him was only the working of their enmity against
God; that it was not so much him that they hated and persecuted, as God in him.
And therefore as a servant of God he could appeal, "Do not I hate them, O Lord,
that hate You? and am not I grieved at those that rise up against You? I hate
them with perfect hatred; I count them my enemies." The followers of a despised
Savior must indeed expect to be severely distressed with the perverseness of the
proud. But when, like their Master, they can testify that it is without a cause,
how cheering are their Master's words! "Blessed are you, when men shall revile
you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for
My sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad; for great is your reward in heaven."
And have you, reader, been exercised with trials from an ungodly world? Has the
derision of the proud, or the slight or ill-treatment of the ungodly, never
excited revengeful feelings within? Have you always been enabled to set your
Savior's example before you, and "in patience possessing your soul," to refer
your cause to your Almighty Friend? "O Lord, I am oppressed, undertake for me."
Remember, He has engaged to take up your cause, "Shall not God avenge His own
elect, which cry day and night unto Him, though He bear long with them?—I tell
you that He will avenge them speedily."
But learn in the hour of trial where to go, and what to do. Go to the word of
God for direction and support. Meditate in His precepts. There is often a hurry
of mind in times of difficulty, which unhinges the soul from the simple exercise
of faith. But habit brings practice, and steadiness, and simplicity, enabling us
most sweetly to fix our hearts upon the word of God, and to apply its directions
and encouragements to the present exigency. Our enemies fight against us with an
arm of flesh. We resist them with the armor of the word of God. And how
inestimably precious is the armor, refuge, strength, and consolation, here
provided for us against every effort to disturb our peace, "or separate our
hearts from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord!"
79. Let those who fear You turn to me, and those that have known Your
testimonies.
As the believer finds trouble from the world, he prays that he may find help
from the Lord's people. The very sight of our Father's family is cheering. It
brings not only fellowship but help. For the wise distribution of gifts in the
body—each having his own gift—was ordained for the mutual help and sympathy of
the several members. It is painful therefore to see Christians often walking
aloof from each other, and suffering coldness, distance, differences and
distrust to divide them from their brethren. Who then will not pray, that He,
who has the hearts of all His people in His hand, would turn the hearts of those
that fear Him and know His testimonies, unto their brethren? It was the honor of
Mordecai, that he was "accepted of the multitude of his brethren." In the
primitive church, "Demetrius had good report of all men, and of the truth
itself;" and the members of the church generally "did eat their meat with
gladness and singleness of heart; praising God, and having favor with all the
people." 'Then,' as Chrysostom exultingly exclaims, 'the Church was a little
heaven.' Then they could say to each other, "Behold, how good and pleasant it is
for brethren to dwell together in unity!" and even their Heathen neighbors were
awed and constrained into the confession, "See how these Christians love one
another."
Alas! that our Jerusalem should no longer exhibit the picture of a "city compact
together"—that so many "walls of partition" should separate brother from
brother, so that our Zion has very rarely been exhibited in her "perfection of
beauty," when "the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one
soul." Prejudice and misconception divided Job from his friends. Want of
forbearance cankered the union of the members of the church of Rome, and even
prevailed to separate chief friends—Paul and Barnabas. Diversity of sentiment
injured the influence of brotherly love at Corinth. And thus it has been in
every successive age of the church; so that the full answer to the Redeemer's
prayer, and the grand display to the world of the Divine original of the gospel,
is yet to be manifested. But as "the communion of saints" was the peculiar
feature of primitive Christianity, and ever since has formed an article of her
faith; in proportion as we return to the primitive standard, we shall hold
closer fellowship with each other—as "members of one body" "considering one
another, to provoke unto love and to good works" "bearing one another's
burdens;"—and "receiving one another, as Christ also received us, to the glory
of God."
Lack of Christian self-denial presents the main hindrance to this "keeping the
unity of the spirit in the bond of peace." But—admitting that some of the
brethren are "weak in the faith" in comparison with ourselves—are we then to be
'rolling endlessly the returning stone,' obtruding always the same
stumbling-offence upon them? We are "not to please ourselves" in compelling them
to adopt our views; but rather to "receive them, and bear their infirmities."
Accursed be that charity, that is preserved by "the shipwreck of faith!" But
though scriptural truth must never be denied, there are times when it may be
forborne. The Apostle "knew and was persuaded of the Lord Jesus, that there was
nothing unclean of itself;" yet he would rather allow even the misconception of
conscience, until clearer light should be given, than endanger the unity of the
church. Liberty must give place to love; and for himself, he would rather
restrain himself from lawful indulgence, than hazard the safety of a weaker
brother, or turn from one that loved his Savior. Wherever, therefore, in the
judgment of Christian charity, we discover those "that love our Lord Jesus
Christ in sincerity," we must be ready to give them our very hearts, to view
them as brethren, as one with ourselves, and to welcome them with brotherly
love, as those whom, with all their infirmities, Jesus "is not ashamed to call
His brethren." We must be ready to turn to them, as those that fear God, and
have known His testimonies.
And does not the believer's anxiety for the company and assistance of the Lord's
people rebuke Christian professors, who are far too closely linked to the
society of the world? Surely, if the lovely attraction of many of its most
avowed votaries can compensate for the absence of their Savior's image, they can
have but little relish for that heavenly enjoyment, which unites the children of
God together in close and hallowed communion with God. And do we not see a proof
of the deteriorating influence of this worldly spirit, in their readiness to
feel disgust at the infirmities of the real brethren of the Lord, and to neglect
the image of Christ in them, from the unsightliness of the garb, which may
sometimes cover it?
But let us mark the completeness of the Christian—combining the fear with the
knowledge of God. Knowledge without fear would be self-confidence. Fear without
knowledge would be bondage. But the knowledge of His testimonies, connected with
an acquaintance with His ways, molds the character of men of God into the spirit
of love; and qualifies them, "as fathers" in the gospel, to counsel the weak and
inexperienced. Should we, however, be excluded from the privilege of their
communion; or should they be prevented from turning to us; may it not be the
appointed means of leading us to a more simple dependence on Divine teaching and
grace, and to a more blessed anticipation of our Father's house in heaven, where
all will be harmony, peace, and love? 'We shall carry truth and the knowledge of
God to heaven with us; we shall carry purity there, devotedness of soul to God
and our Redeemer, Divine love and joy, if we have these beginnings here, with
whatever else of permanent excellence, that has a settled, fixed seat and, place
in our souls now: and shall there have them in perfection. But do you think we
shall carry strife to heaven? shall we carry anger to heaven? Envyings,
heart-burnings, animosities; shall we carry these to heaven with us? Let us
labor to divest ourselves, and strike off from our spirits everything that shall
not go with us to heaven, or is equally unsuitable to our end and way, that
there may be nothing to obstruct and hinder our "abundant entrance" at length
into the everlasting kingdom.'
80. Let my heart be sound in Your statutes, that I be not ashamed.
The perverseness of the proud will be sure to put them to shame. As the
preservative from this shame, David prays therefore for a sound heart—filled
with solid principle—delivered into the mold of the word—like the sacrifices of
the law—entire for God. Often had he prayed for Divine teaching—now he begs for
soundness in the Lord's statutes. How many "have made shipwreck of faith and of
a good conscience," from an unsound heart! Ignorant of the spirituality of God's
requirements, and resting in an outward obedience, they falsely conceive
themselves to be "alive without the law," and "touching the righteousness that
is of the law, blameless." Others go a little beyond the surface; while the want
of "simplicity and godly sincerity," of brokenness of heart, love to the Savior,
and dependence upon His grace, sooner or later discovers to their eternal
confusion, that "the root of the matter is" not "in them." "Their root shall be
as rottenness, and their blossom shall go up as dust. Their goodness is as a
morning cloud, and as the early dew it goes away." An unsound professor, like
beautiful fruit, may attract the careless eye; but a more narrow inspection will
show a worm at the core, which has spoiled nearly to the surface. Such religion
is only a shriveled mass of inactive formality—a dead image of a living thing.
Alas! how common is it to profess to take Christ for a Savior, while the heart
is evidently worshiping Mammon as its God!—constrained—not inclined—to the
Lord's statutes! How possible is it to be "carnally-minded" in the daily routine
of spiritual exercises! How important is the recollection, that no change of
place, of company, or of circumstances, can of itself effect a change of heart!
"Saul among the prophets" was Saul still; with "another heart" indeed, but not a
new heart. Sin was restrained, but not crucified. He "went out," therefore, as
one of his progenitors, "from the presence of the Lord," and perished, a
miserable apostate from the statutes of his God. Will
profession—knowledge—gifts— feelings—privileges—avail for a sound heart? Need we
speak of Judas—a follower—no, even, an apostle of Jesus Christ—living in a
familiar communion with his Lord—yet with all his privileges—all his profession,
"gone to his own place"—the melancholy victim of his own self-deceitfulness?
Need we allude to Balaam, "the man whose eyes were open—which heard the words of
God—which saw the vision of the Almighty"—who could in the ken of his eye mark
the goodness of the Lord's inheritance, and even in the distant horizon catch a
glimpse of "Jacob's star and scepter," and yet "loved the wages of
unrighteousness?" Need we bring to the mind's eye Ananias and Sapphira?
Alexander—and others of like stamp—all of whom once shone as stars in the skies
of the church—need we speak of the end of these men, to give energy to the
prayer—Let my heart be sound in Your statutes?
How fearful the thought of being "a branch in the true vine" only by profession!
to be "taken away" at length, "cast forth as a branch—withered—gathered—cast
into the fire—burned!" It is in the inner man that hypocrisy sets up its throne;
whence it commands the outward acts into whatever shape or form may be best
suited to effect its purpose. The upright Christian will therefore begin with
calling in the help and light of God to ascertain the soundness of his heart.
"Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts; and see if
there be any wicked way in me." Can there be a true and solid work, where there
is a professed change of heart, and no manifested change of temper and conduct?
Can that heart, which is found upon inquiry to be earthly—unprofitable under the
power of the word, "regarding" secret "iniquity"—seeking bye-ends of praise,
reputation, or gain—and for the attainment of these ends shrinking from the
appointed cross—can that heart be sound in the Lord's statutes? Impossible.
But, on the other hand, do you find that your trust in God is sincere, your
desire towards Him supreme, your obedience to Him entire? Prize those evidences
of soundness of heart. Thank God for them. They are the workings of His mighty
Spirit in your heart—perhaps the answer to the prayer which that same Spirit had
indited, Let my heart be sound in Your statutes. Diligently improve all the
means of grace for keeping your heart in a vigorous state. Be daily—yes,
continually—abiding in the vine, and receiving life and health from its
fullness. Be much conversant with the word of God—loving it for itself—its
holiness—its practical influences. Be chiefly afraid of inward decays—of a
barren, sapless notion of experimental truth; remembering, that except your
profession be constantly watered at the root, "the things that remain in you
will be ready to die." Specially "commune with your own heart." Watch it
jealously, because of its proneness to live upon itself—its own graces or
fancied goodness (a sure symptom of unsoundness)—instead of "living by the faith
of the Son of God." Examine your settled judgment, your deliberate choice, your
outgoing affections, your habitual, allowed practice; applying to every
detection of unsoundness the blood of Christ, as the sovereign remedy for the
diseases of a "deceitful and desperately wicked heart."
But it may be said—will not these exercises of godly jealousy hinder our
Christian assurance? Far from it. They will form an efficient preservative from
carnal security. They will induce increasing tenderness, activity, and
circumspection, in our daily walk; and thus, instead of retarding the enjoyment
of our heavenly privilege, they will settle the foundation of a peaceful
temperament. It is a light and careless frame, that is the real hindrance to
confidence. An unsound professor knows nothing of the true spirit of
adoption—nothing of that holy familiarity, with which a child of God unbosoms
himself to his heavenly Father; and if he preserves an empty name in the church,
he will be put to shame before the universe of God. But the sound heart is
connected with "a hope that makes not ashamed"—the full blessing of scriptural
confidence. For the heart is made sound by the "sprinkling of the blood of
Christ;" and when thus "sprinkled from an evil conscience," we "have boldness"
to "draw near"—yes, even to "enter into the holiest," "in full assurance of
faith." Blessed privilege of access and communion with our reconciled God! Every
moment endears the Savior to our souls, and enlivens the hope of his glorious
coming, as the joyful consummation of all the prospects of faith, "Herein is our
love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment."
81. My soul faints for Your salvation; but I hope in Your word.
The salvation of the Gospel was the constant object of faith and desire to the
Lord's people under the old dispensation. Long had the church triumphed in the
glowing anticipation, as if in the full possession of the promised blessing, "It
shall be said in that day, Lo, this is our God; we have waited for Him, we will
be glad and rejoice in His salvation. I will greatly rejoice in the Lord; my
soul shall be joyful in my God; for He has clothed me with the garments of
salvation; He has covered me with the robe of righteousness; as a bridegroom
decks himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels."
And as it was the joy of their living moments, so was it the support and
consolation of their dying hours. "I have waited for Your salvation, O Lord!"
was the expression of the dying patriarch's faith. And how cheering were the
last words of this "sweet Psalmist of Israel," whose soul was now fainting for
God's salvation, even in his dark and foreboding family prospect! "Although my
house be not so with God, yet has He made with me an everlasting covenant,
ordered in all things and sure: for this is all my salvation, and all my desire,
although He make it not to grow." Good old Simeon, in the break of the
gospel-day, was ready to "depart in peace, for his eyes had seen God's
salvation." And shall not we, under this heavenly influence, naturally
appropriate these feelings of ancient believers to ourselves? What interpreter
but experience will be needed to explain them? The uneasiness felt by any
interruption of our enjoyment, will show the soul to be fainting for this
salvation. Nothing will satisfy but the Savior. The tempting offer of "all the
kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them," will fail in attraction. Still
the cry will be, "Say unto my soul, I am Your salvation. Let Your mercies come
also unto me, O Lord; even Your salvation, according to Your word."
As the lowest expectant of this salvation, am not I richer than the sole
possessor of this world's portion? And therefore if the Lord hides His face, I
would look to no other quarter; I would stay by Him, and "wait on Him," though
days and months and years may pass away, "until He have mercy upon me." My soul
faints for His salvation: and—pressing to my lips the fullest cup of earth's
best joy—my heart would burst with despair of satisfaction, "but" that "I hope
in His word." "By this hope I am saved." In "the patience of hope" I am resolved
to wait until the last moment, lying at the footstool of my Savior. I am looking
for the "assurance of this hope"—when, in the joyous anticipation of eternity,
and with "the earnest of" the heavenly "inheritance" in my soul, I shall echo
the voice of my coming Savior, "Even so come, Lord Jesus."
Oh, how precious and important a part of our armor is Hope! As a "helmet," it
has "covered our head in the day of battle" from many a "fiery dart of the
wicked." In times of darkness—when the restless foe hides the prospect from the
eye of faith, and the child of God can scarcely, if at all, mount up and
sing—even then hope remains, and lights a candle in moments dark as the chamber
of the grave, "Yet the Lord will command His loving-kindness in the daytime; and
in the night-season His song shall be with me, and my prayer unto the God of my
life." And when the afflicted, tempest-tossed soul is trembling at the prospect
of impending danger—at this moment of infinite peril, Hope holds out the "anchor
sure and steadfast;" so that in the awful crisis, when "deep calls unto deep,
and all the waves and billows are going over us," most unexpectedly "an entrance
is ministered unto us abundantly," in the Lord's best time, into our desired
haven. And it is this hope alone that sustains us. Were we to conceive of God
according to the notions of our own hearts, we should give way to most
unbelieving patience. But the Divine character—as it shines forth in the word
with such love and wisdom, such tenderness and grace—invigorates our hope. The
strength of the strongest of God's people proves but small, when afflictions
press heavily, and expected help is delayed. But though the soul faints, it
cannot fail. We depend not on what we see or feel, but on what the word
promises. If God has engaged, it must be fulfilled, be the difficulties—no,
impossibilities—what they may. Fixed, therefore, upon this sure foundation, with
our father Abraham, "against hope" from what we see, "we believe in hope" from
what God has promised. Thus the word is faith's sure venture for
eternity—stamped with such a marvelous, mysterious impression of Divine glory
and faithfulness, and communicating such Divine power and refreshment, that the
believer cannot but produce his experience of its efficacy for the support of
his tempted brethren, "I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness
of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and
He shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on the Lord."
82. My eyes fail for Your word, saying, When will You comfort me?
Though the believer may be enabled, in the habitual working of faith, to sustain
his hope in the word, yet "hope deferred makes the heart sick." Still,
Christian, as you value the promise, trust the assurance. Do not be discouraged
by present appearances. The sunshine is behind the cloud. "The vision is for an
appointed time; though it tarry, wait for it." "The Lord is not slack concerning
His promise," but we are hasty in looking for it. The failing of our eyes is the
impatience of the will, "limiting God" to our own time, ways, and means. Faith
may be exercised in not seeing His reasons—not being able to harmonize His
promises with His providences, or His outward dispensations with His Divine
perfections. But let us leave this to Him, and be "still, and know that He is
God." We shall find in the end, that perseverance in waiting has turned to
double advantage; and that even when the present answer to prayer, and also
sensible comfort and acceptance have been withheld; yet that important blessings
have been accomplished, and the merciful purposes given in bringing the wayward
will into more entire subjection to Himself. Yes—the blessing will be so much
the sweeter, from being given in the Lord's best time. Waiting time—whatever
weariness may attend it—is precious time, and not a moment of it will be lost.
The Lord secretly upholds faith and patience, so that every step of feeble
perseverance in the way brings with it unspeakable delight. Even while our eyes
fail for the fulfillment of the word, peace is found in submission and joyful
expectation; and instead of a time of hardness, indolence, or carelessness, the
Lord's return is anticipated the more intensely, as His absence had been felt to
be the most painful trial. For as well might the stars supply the place of the
sun, as outward comforts, or even the external duties of religion, supply to the
waiting soul the place of an absent God.
Never, however, let us forget, that the real cause of separation between God and
a sinner is removed. The way of access is opened by the blood of Jesus; and in
this way we must be found waiting, until He look upon us. Here will our cry,
"When will You comfort me?" be abundantly answered; and though the sovereignty
of God be exhibited in the time and measure of His consolations, yet the general
rule will be, "According to your faith, be it unto you."
But if unbelief clouds our comfort, turn the eye more simply to the "word" as
testifying of Jesus. Here alone is the ground of comfort; and the more
confidently we expect, the more patiently we will look. Nor shall we ever look
in vain. Sin will be rebuked. But restoration and acceptance are assured. We
shall obtain—not the spurious comfort of delusion—but those wholesome comforts,
founded upon the word of promise, and connected with contrition, peace, love,
joy, and triumph. The gospel shows hell deserved, and heaven purchased thus
combining conviction and faith. Indeed, conviction without faith, would be legal
sorrow; as assurance without conviction would be gospel presumption. Paul's
experience happily united both. Never was man at the same moment more exercised
with conflict, and yet more established in assurance. Thus may we maintain our
assurance as really in wrestling trouble as in exulting joy; honoring the Lord
by an humble, patient spirit—in Bernard's resolution—'I will never come away
from You without You'—in the true spirit of the wrestling patriarch, "I will not
let You go, except You bless me."
But we sometimes seem to go "mourning without the sun," "shut up, and we cannot
come forth"—straitened in our desires and expectations—doing little for the
Lord—with little enjoyment in our own souls, and little apparent usefulness to
the Church. At such seasons it is our clear duty and privilege to "wait upon the
Lord, that hides His face from the house of Jacob, and to look for Him." "He
waits that He may be gracious. He is a God of Judgment; and blessed are all
those who wait for Him." He waits—not because He is reluctant to give, but that
we may be fitted to receive.
83. For I am become like a bottle in the smoke, yet do I not forget Your
statutes.
What an affecting picture of misery! Not only were his patience and hope—but his
very body, "dried up" by long-continued affliction. This is he, who in the prime
of youth was "ruddy and of a beautiful countenance, and goodly to look to,"—now
shriveled up like a bottle of skin, hung up in the smoke! Such is the mark that
the rod of "chastening" leaves on the body of humiliation. The soul is
strengthened—the body withers—under the stroke.
What might naturally have been expected to have been the result of this
lengthened exercise? Saul, under protracted trial, resorted to the devil for
relief. An infidel nation took occasion from thence to throw off the yoke. Even
a good man, under a few hours' trial, murmurs against God—no, even defends his
murmuring. How did this man of God behave? When his soul was fainting, his hope
in the word kept him from sinking. Under the further continuance of the trial,
the same recollection gives him support—yet do I not forget Your statutes.
Now—Christian—do not expect a new way to heaven to be made for you. Prepare for
the cross. It may be—as with David—a heavy, long-continued burden, and, should
it come—look on it as your appointed trial of faith, and your training
discipline for more enduring conflicts. And remember that your determined
resolution rather to pine away in affliction, than "make a way of escape" by
sin—is the proof of the reality of His own grace in you, and of His faithful
love towards you. Think how honorably He manifests your relation to Christ, by
causing "His sufferings to abound in you," and making you "bear in your body the
marks of the Lord Jesus." And do you not thus realize, as you could not
otherwise do, the sympathy of our High Priest, who was Himself "a root out of a
dry ground, having no form nor loveliness, and no beauty that He should be
desired—despised and rejected of men" to the end? Oh, what a supporting cordial
to His afflicted people is the sympathy of this suffering, tempted Savior!
But to look at David, under his long-continued trials, preserving his
recollection of the Lord's statutes—what a striking evidence of the presence of
his God, and the sustaining power of his word! If we then—blessed with much
larger Scriptures than he—fail in deriving from them the same support, it can
only be, that we do not search them in a dependent, prayerful, and humble
spirit—that we do not simply look for the revelation of Christ; to mark His
glory, and to increase in the knowledge of Him. In this spirit we should have
more to say of the comfort of remembering the Lord's statutes; and of their
upholding influence, when all other stays were found as "the trust in the shadow
of Egypt—shame and confusion."
Job's history strikingly illustrates both the trial and its sanctified results.
When "scraping himself with a potsherd, and sitting down among the ashes,"—the
temporary victim of Satanic power—he might well have taken up the complaint, I
am become like a bottle in the smoke. But when in this hour of temptation he was
enabled to resist the tempter in the person of his own wife, and commit himself
with implicit resignation into the hands of his faithful God, "What! shall we
receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil?"—was not this
the confidence—Yet do I not forget Your statutes?
This confidence is indeed an encouraging seal of the Lord's love to our souls.
For we never should have remembered His statutes, had He not written His
covenant promises upon our hearts. And how much more honorable to our God is it
than the desponding complaint, "The Lord has forsaken me, and my God has
forgotten me!" Let us watch then against a proud sullenness under every little
trial—such as the coldness of friends, the unkindness of enemies, or our
Father's providential dispensations. How sinful to allow hard thoughts of Him,
whose name and character, "without variableness or shadow of turning," is
"Love!" A steady trust in the long and wearisome seasons of tribulation, is
indeed "to glorify God in the fires." Nothing honors Him so much as this
enduring, overcoming faith, persevering in despite of opposition, in destitution
of all outward prospects of relief. It is when "against hope we believe in hope,
not staggering at the promise of God through unbelief," that we are "strong in
faith, giving glory to God."
84. How many are the days of Your servant? When will You execute judgment on
them that persecute me?—
85. The proud have dug pits for me, which are not after Your law.
Though a steady confidence in severe and protracted exercise may enable us, not
to forget the statutes; yet we shall hasten to carry our complaint before Him.
How many are the days of Your servant?—my days of affliction under the "fury of
the oppressor." To complain of God is dishonorable unbelief. To complain to God
is the mark of His "elect, which cry day and night unto Him, though He bears
long with them." Christians! study this instructive pattern; and, when exposed
to the lawless devices of the proud, do not forget your hiding-place. God in
Christ is your stronghold, "whereunto you may continually resort. He has given
commandment to save you." Your trial has done its appointed work, when it has
brought you to Him; and inclined you, after your blessed Master's example,
instead of taking the vengeance into your own hands, to commit yourself and your
cause "to Him that judges righteously." 'And this,' as Archbishop Leighton
excellently observes, 'is the true method of Christian patience—that which
quiets the mind, and keeps it from the boiling tumultuous thoughts of revenge;
to turn the whole matter into God's hands; to resign it over to Him, to
prosecute when and as He thinks good. Not as the most, who had rather, if they
had power, do for themselves, and be their own avengers: and, because they have
not power, do offer up such bitter curses and prayers for revenge unto God, as
are most hateful to Him, and differ wholly from this calm and holy way of
committing matters to His judgments. The common way of referring things to God
is indeed impious and dishonorable to Him, being really no other than calling
Him to be a servant and executioner of our passion. We ordinarily mistake His
justice, and judge of it according to our own precipitate and distempered minds.
If wicked men be not crossed in their designs, and their wickedness evidently
crushed, just when we would have it, we are ready to give up the matter as
desperate; or at least to abate of those confident and reverent thoughts of
Divine justice which we owe Him. However things go, this ought to be fixed in
our hearts, that He who sits in heaven judges righteously, and executes that His
righteous judgment in the fittest season.'
Usually the Psalmist is expressing his love for the law. Here he is complaining
against his enemies; yet still implying the same spirit, that the pits, which
the proud dug for him, were not after God's law. The martyr's cry under the
altar shows the acceptance of this complaint; "seeing it is a righteous thing
with God to recompense tribulation to them that trouble" His people, "and to
them that are troubled rest." Some of us indeed have known but little of "cruel
mockings" and bitter persecutions. Let such be thankful for the merciful
exemption from this "hardness:" but let them gird on their armor for the
conflict. Let none of us, in the determination to "live godly in Christ Jesus,"
expect to escape "persecution." Let us "count the cost" of suffering for Christ,
whether we shall be able to abide it. For the mere spiritless notions, or for
the unenlivened forms of religion, of which we have never felt the power, nor
tasted the sweetness, it would be little worth our while to expose ourselves to
inconvenience. But if we understand the grand substantials of the gospel—if we
are clearly assured of their reality, practically acknowledge their influence,
and experimentally realize their enjoyment, we shall dare the persecuting malice
of the proud in defense of a treasure dearer to us than life itself. Should we,
however, be too rich to part with all for Christ, or too high in the estimation
of the world to confess His despised followers, it will be no marvel, or rather
a marvel of mercy, if He should sweep away our riches, and suffer the proud to
dig pits for us. To make this world "a wilderness or a land of darkness" to us,
may be His wisely-ordained means to turn us back to Himself as our portion, to
His word as our support, to His people as our choice companions, and to heaven
as our eternal rest.
86. All Your commandments are faithful: they persecute me wrongfully; help me.
In the lengthened duration of trials, the eyes fail with looking upward, the
voice of prayer grows faint, and in a moment of weakness, the faithfulness of
God is almost questioned, as if we should go mourning to the very end of our
days. It is at such a season that He who delights to "comfort them that are cast
down," realizes to the view of faith the unchangeable faithfulness of His
commandments with respect to His people. In this recollection we can "look up
and lift up our heads," and "go on our way," if not "rejoicing," yet at least
with humble acquiescence; assured, that in the perseverance of faith and hope,
we shall ultimately be "more than conquerors through Him that loved us."
Many Old Testament histories beautifully illustrate the reward of this
simplicity of faith in temporal emergencies. When Asa's "hands were made strong
by the hands of the mighty God of Jacob," "his bow abode in strength." When at a
subsequent period he "trusted in man, and made flesh his arm, and his heart
departed from the Lord," he became, like Samson, "weak, and as another man." So
true is it, that no past communications of Divine strength can stand in the
stead of the daily habit of dependence upon the Lord, without which we are
utterly helpless, and are overthrown in every conflict. Our best prosperity,
therefore, is to leave our cause in His hands, looking upward in the simplicity
of wretchedness for His help: 'All Your commandments are faithful; they
persecute me wrongfully; help me. Wretched and forlorn I am; but Your truth is
my shield.'
Believer! This is your only posture of resistance. Should you enter the field of
conflict without this "shield of faith," some crevice will be found in your
panoply, through which a "fiery dart" will inflict a poisonous wound." But how
can faith be exercised without a distinct acquaintance with the object of faith?
We cannot repose trust in, or expect help from, an unknown God—an offended God,
whom every day's transgression has made our enemy. There must, then, be
reconciliation, before there can be help. Those, therefore, who are unreconciled
by the death of Christ, cry for help to a God, who does not hear, accept, or
answer, them. But when Christ is known as "the peace," and the way of access to
God, what instance can there be of trial or difficulty, when our reliance upon
the Lord will fail? Not indeed that we shall always return from the throne of
grace with the wished-for relief. For too often we bring our burden before the
Lord, and yet through distrust neglect to leave it with Him. Oh! let us
remember, when we go to Jesus, that we go to a tried, long-proved, and faithful
friend. Dependence upon Him is victory. "The good fight" is the fight "of
faith." We are best able to resist our enemy upon our knees; and even such a
short prayer as this—Help me—will bring down the strength of Omnipotence on our
side. But we might as well expect to crush a giant with a straw, as to enter the
spiritual conflict with weapons of carnal warfare. Every trial realizes
experimentally the help of a faithful Savior. He does indeed deliver gloriously;
and leaves us nothing to do, but to "stand still," wonder, and praise. "Fear
not, stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord, which He will show to you
today; for the Egyptians, whom you have seen today, you shall see them again no
more forever."
87. They had almost consumed me upon earth; but I forsook not Your precepts.
And why did they not quite consume him? Because "the eyes of the Lord run to and
fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong in behalf of them, whose
heart is perfect toward Him." "Surely the wrath of man shall praise You; the
remainder of wrath shall You restrain." And why have not our spiritual enemies
consumed us upon earth? "Satan has desired to have us, that he may sift us as
wheat." But—says the Savior, "I have prayed for you, that your faith fail not."
"My sheep shall never perish; neither shall any pluck them out of My hand."
Steadfastness of profession is the evidence of the life of faith: grounded upon
this security, the more we are shaken, the more we shall hold fast. Neither
long-continued distress, nor determined opposition, will turn us from the ways
of God. We would rather forsake all that our heart held dear upon earth, than
the precepts of our God. With whatever intensity of affection we love father and
mother (and the influence of the Gospel has increased the sensibilities of
relative affection), we remember who has said, "He who loves father and mother
more than Me, is not worthy of Me." Unlike the deluded professor, we have
counted the cost of the "tribulation and persecution" of the Gospel; and the
result has only served to confirm our love and adherence to our heavenly Master.
Shall not we find in heaven—no, do not we find in the gospel—a far better
portion than we lose?
When, therefore, we are tempted to neglect the precepts, or when we fail to live
in them, and to delight in them, let us each bring our hearts to this test:
'What would I take in exchange for them? Will the good-will and approbation of
the world compensate for the loss of the favor of God? Could I be content to
forego my greatest comforts, to "suffer the loss of all things," yes, of life
itself, rather than forsake one of the ways of God? When I meet with such
precepts as link me to the daily cross, can I throw myself with simple
dependence upon that Savior, who has engaged to supply strength for what He has
commanded?' How often in times of spiritual temptation, if not of temporal
danger, they had almost consumed us upon earth! but "in the mount" of difficulty
"the Lord has been seen." Oh! let each of us mark our road to Zion with
multiplied Ebenezers, inscribed Jehovah-jireh, Jehovah-nissi. "By this I know
You favor me, because my enemy does not triumph over me. And as for me, You
uphold me in my integrity, and set me before Your face forever."
What a fine testimony of the upholding grace of God! How could a helpless
believer stand against such an appalling array? Yet it is a great, but a true
word, suitable for a babe in Christ, as well as for an Apostle, "I can do all
things through Christ that strengthens me." Yes, I can "wrestle even against
principalities and powers" of darkness, if I be "strong in the Lord, and in the
power of His might."
88. Quicken me after Your loving-kindness: so shall I keep the testimony of Your
mouth.
We need continual quickening to maintain our steadfastness in the precepts.
"God, who is rich in mercy, for His great love with which He loved us, even when
we were dead in sins, has quickened us, together with Christ." But without daily
quickening after the same loving-kindness, "the things which remain will be
ready to die." For every breath of prayer, Divine influence must flow, "Quicken
us, and we shall call upon Your name." For the work of praise, without the same
influence we are dumb., "Let my soul live, and it shall praise You." For the
exercise of every spiritual grace, there must be the commanding voice of our
Divine Head, "Awake, O north wind; and come, you south: blow upon my garden,
that the spices thereof may flow out." Thus is the creature laid in the dust,
and all the glory is given to God. "Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to
think anything as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God."
Why is it, then, that at one time we spring to duty as the joy of our life;
while at other times the soul is so chained down under the power of corruption,
that it scarcely can put forth the feeblest exercise of life? The source of our
life is the same;, "Hid with Christ in God." But the power of the flesh hinders
its every motion. Such a spiritual sloth has benumbed us—such backwardness to
prayer, and disrelish for heavenly things! These are sins deeply humbling in
themselves, and aggravated by the neglect of the plentiful provision laid up in
Christ, not only for the life, but for the peace, joy, and strength of the soul.
Nothing but indolence or unbelief straitens our supplies. Oh! stir up the prayer
for quickening influence, and we shall be rich and fruitful. Sometimes also
self-confidence paralyzes our spiritual energy. We expect our recovery from a
lifeless state by more determined resolutions, or increased improvement of the
various means of grace. Let these means indeed be used with all diligence, but
with the fullest conviction that all means, all instruments, all helps of every
kind, without the influence of the Spirit of grace, are dead. "It is the Spirit
that quickens; the flesh profits nothing."
These records of David's prayers strikingly mark the intensity of his desire to
live to God. Every decay of strength and activity was, as it were, death to him,
and awakened his reiterated cries. Do we desire to keep the testimony of His
mouth? Do we mourn over our shortcomings in service? Oh! then, for our own sake,
for the Lord's sake, and for the church's and the world's sake, let our
petitions be incessant each one for himself—'Quicken me—Quicken this slothful
heart of mine. Enkindle afresh the sacred spark within, and let me be all alive
for You.' Let faith be kept alive and active at the throne of grace, and all
will be alive; our obligation will be deeply felt, and practically acknowledged.
The title here given to the directory of our duty—the testimony of God's
mouth—adds strength to our obligations. Thus let every word we read or hear be
regarded as coming directly from the mouth of God. What reverence, what implicit
submission does it demand! May it ever find us in the posture of attention,
humility, and faith, each one of us ready to say, "Speak, Lord, for Your servant
hears!"
89. Forever, O Lord, Your word is settled in heaven. 90. Your faithfulness is
unto all generations; You have established the earth, and it abides. 91. They
continue this day according to Your ordinances, for all are Your servants.
The Christian extends his survey far beyond the limits of his individual sphere.
His view of the operations of God in creation enlarges his apprehensions of the
Divine attributes, and especially that of unchanging faithfulness. Indeed, the
very fact of a creation in ruins—a world in rebellion against its Maker, failing
of the grand end of existence, and yet still continued in existence—manifests
His faithfulness unto all generations. How different is the contemplation of the
Christian from that of the philosopher! His is not a mere cold, speculative
admiration, but the establishment of his faith upon a clear discovery of the
faithfulness of God. Thus he stays his soul upon the assured unchangeableness of
the Divine word, "Concerning Your testimonies, I have known of old, that You
have founded them forever. Your word is true from the beginning: and everyone of
Your righteous judgments endures forever." How striking is the contrast between
the transient glory of man's goodness, and the solid foundation of all the
promises, hopes, and prospects of the children of God!, "The grass withers, and
the flower fades; but the word of our God shall stand forever." "Unbelief" is
the character of our "evil hearts." Man chooses his own measure and objects of
faith; he believes no more than he pleases. But it is a fearful prospect, that
the threatenings of God rest upon the same solid foundation with His promises.
"Heaven and earth shall pass away but My word shall not pass away."
Need we any further proof of His faithfulness? Look at the earth established by
His word of power. See how "he hangs it upon nothing," as if it might fall at
any moment;—and yet it is immovably fixed—it abides—and with all its furniture,
continues according to His ordinances. This—though the scoff of the infidel—is
the encouragement to Christian faith. It is at once a token of His covenant with
nature, that "while the earth remains, seed-time and harvest, and cold and heat,
and summer and winter, and day and night, shall not cease;" and an emblem of His
covenant with the seed of David, that He "will not cast them off for all that
they have done." Thus every view of the heavens—yes—every time we set our foot
on the earth—shows the unchangeableness of His everlasting covenant, and the
security of the salvation of His own people.
In this vast universe, all are His servants. "The stars in their courses" "fire
and hail, snow and vapors, stormy wind—fulfill His word. He sends forth His
commandment upon earth: His word runs very swiftly." Man—the child of his Maker,
"created in His image"—destined for His glory—is the only rebel and revolter.
Most affecting is the appeal, that his own Father and God is constrained to make
concerning him, "Hear, O heavens, and give ear, O earth; for the Lord has
spoken. I have nourished and brought up children, and they have rebelled against
Me!"
Is not then the universe of nature a parable of grace—setting out on every
side—in every view—a cheering display of the faithfulness of God? If His
providence fails not, will the promise of His covenant disappoint us? Why should
He change? Does He see or know anything now, that He has not foreseen and
foreknown from eternity? What more sure ground of salvation than the
unchangeableness of God? If I can prove a word to have been spoken by God, I
must no more question it than his own Being. It may seem to fail on earth; but
it is forever settled in heaven. The decrees of the kings of the earth,
"settled" on earth, are exposed to all the variations and weakness of a changing
world. They may be revoked by themselves or their successors, or they may die
away. The empty sound of the "law of the Medes and Persians that alters not,"
has long since been swept away into oblivion. But while "the word settled" on
earth has "waxed old like a garment," and perished; the word settled in
heaven—is raised above all the revolutions of the universe, and remains as the
throne of God—unshaken and eternal; exhibiting the foundation of the believer's
hope and of the unbeliever's terror to be alike unalterably fixed.
But we also remark the foreknowledge as well as the faithfulness of God. From
the eternity that is past, as well for the eternity that is to come, Your word
is settled in heaven. Before this fair creation was marred, yes, before it was
called into existence, its ruin was foreseen, and a remedy provided. "The Lamb
was slain from the foundation of the world," and fore-ordained before that era.
Concurrent with this period, a people "were chosen in Him," and forever the word
was settled in heaven., "All that the Father gives Me shall come to Me." For the
establishment of the Redeemer's kingdom upon earth "the decree is declared;"
however earth and hell may combine against it, "Yet have I set My king upon My
holy hill of Zion." And what a blessed encouragement in the grand work of
bringing back "the lost sheep of the house of Israel," and those "other sheep"
with them, "which are not of this fold" is it, that we do not depend upon the
earnestness of our prayers, the wisdom of our plans, or the diligence of our
endeavors; but upon "the word" forever settled in heaven!, "The Redeemer shall
come to Zion, and unto them that turn from transgression in Jacob, says the
Lord. As for Me, this is My covenant with them, says the Lord—My Spirit that is
upon You, and My words which I have put in your mouth, shall not depart out of
your mouth, nor out of the mouth of your seed, nor out of the mouth of your
seed's seed, says the Lord, from henceforth, and forever." "I have sworn by
Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness, and shall not
return—That unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear."
92. Unless Your law had been my delights, I should then have perished in my
affliction.
The support of the word is as sure as its basis—and that in the time when other
supports sink—in affliction. David—like his great prototype—was a man of
affliction—sometimes ready to perish—always kept up by the law of his God. How
many a false professor has been tried and cast by this hour of affliction! But
he who has been sifted by temptation—who has "endured the hardness" of
persecution, as a "good soldier of Jesus Christ,"—and who is ready rather to be
"consumed upon earth," than to shrink from his profession—this is he whom his
Master "will lift up, and not make his foes to rejoice over him." It is the
established rule of the kingdom, "Them that honor Me I will honor." "Because you
have kept the word of My patience, I also will keep you from the hour of
temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the
earth."
The law of God opens to us a clear interest in every perfection of His
Godhead—every engagement of His covenant. What wonder then, that it brings
delights, which the world can never conceive, when bowed down with accumulated
affliction? However the believer's real character may be hidden from the world,
the hour of trial abundantly proves, both what the law can do for him, and what
a lost creature he would have been without it. In affliction, friends mean well;
but of themselves they can do nothing. They can only look on, feel, and pray.
They cannot "speak to the heart." This is God's prerogative: and His law is His
voice.
But for this support, Jonah probably would have perished in his affliction. In
the belly of the fish, as "in the belly of hell," he appears to have recollected
the experience of David under deep and awful desertion; and in taking his
language out of his mouth, as descriptive of his own dark and terrific
condition, a ray of light and hope darted upon his dungeon-walls. Indeed it is a
mystery, how a sinner, destitute of the support and comfort of the word of God,
can ever uphold himself in his trials. We marvel not, that often "his soul
should choose strangling, and death, rather than his life."
But in order to derive support from the law, it must be our delights—yes—that it
may be our delights it must be the matter of our faith. For what solid delight,
can we have in what we do not believe? Must it not also be our joy in
prosperity, if we would realize its support in affliction? For this, how
ineffectual is the mere formal service! Who ever tasted its tried consolations
in the bare performance of the outward duty? It must be read in reality; it will
then be taken as a cordial. Let it be simply received, diligently searched, and
earnestly prayed over; and it will guide the heavy-laden to Him, who is their
present and eternal rest. The tempest-tossed soul will cast anchor upon it.,
"Remember the word unto Your servant, upon which You have caused me to hope."
One promise applied by the Spirit of God is worth ten thousand worlds. And each
promise is a staff—if we have but faith to lean upon it—able to bear our whole
weight of sin, care, and trial.
Is then affliction our appointed lot? If "man is born"—and the child of God
twice born, "to trouble, as the sparks fly upward,"—how important is it to lay
in a store of supply from this inexhaustible treasury, against the time when all
human support will fail! Supplied hence with heavenly strength, we shall be
borne up above the weakness and weariness of the flesh. And as the riches of
this storehouse are "the riches of Christ," let those parts be most familiar to
us, which mark His person, His character, offices, life, sufferings, and death,
resurrection and glory, together with the promises, encouragements, and
prospects directly flowing from this blessed subject—and oh! what a
treasure-house shall we find, richly furnished with every source of delight, and
every ground of support!
93. I will never forget Your precepts; for with them You have quickened me.
An admirable resolution! the blessed fruit of the quickening power of the word
in his deep affliction. He had before acknowledged this supernatural efficacy,
"Your word has quickened me." Now he more distinctly mentions it, as the
instrumental only—not the efficient—cause—With them You have quickened me. Had
the power been in the word, the same effect would have immediately and
invariably followed. Nor should we have been constrained to lament the limited
extent of its influence. How many, Christian, shared with you in the outward
privileges; but perhaps unto none was the life-giving blessing given, save unto
yourself—the most unlikely—the most unworthy of all! Thus does "God work in us
both to will and to do"—not according to any prescribed law, but "of His good
pleasure." The grace therefore is not from, but through, the means. Almighty God
is the source of the life. The word is the instrument—yet so "quick," so
melting, so attractive, that we might ask, out of what rock was that heart hewn,
that is proof against its power? Yet while the precepts work nothing without the
agents they are the ordinary course, by which the Lord quickens whom He will.
And do not we find them still lively channels of refreshment? Surely, then, we
will hold to our purpose of not forgetting the precepts. The leaves of the word
of God are the leaves of the tree of life, as well as of the tree of knowledge.
They not only enlighten the path, but they supply life for daily work and
progress. "The words that I speak unto you"—said Jesus, "they are spirit, and
they are life:" so that the times when we have been most diligent in our
meditation and obedience to the precepts, have been uniformly the seasons of our
most holy consolation.
Men of the world, however, with accurate recollections of all matters, connected
with their temporal advantage, are remarkably slow in retaining the truths of
God. They plead their short memories, although conscious that this infirmity
does not extend to their important secular engagements. But what wonder that
they forget the precepts, when they have never been quickened with them—never
received any benefit from them? The word of God is not precious to them: they
acknowledge no obligation to it: they have no acquaintance with it. It has no
place in their affections, and therefore but little abode in their remembrance.
But this resolution is the language of sincerity, not of perfection. The child
of God is humbled in the conscious forgetfulness of the Lord's precepts. And
this consciousness keeps his eye fixed upon Jesus for pardon and acceptance:
while every fresh sense of acceptance strengthens his more habitual remembrance.
Then, as for his natural inability to preserve an accurate recollection of
Divine things—let him not estimate the benefit of the word by the results in the
memory, so much as by the impression upon the heart. The word may have darted
through the mind, as a flash of lightning, that strikes and is gone; and yet the
heart may have been melted, and the passing flash may have shed a heavenly ray
upon a dubious path. If the heart retains the quickening power, the precepts are
not forgotten, even though the memory should have failed to preserve them.
But whatever word of conviction, direction, or encouragement, may have come to
us, affix this seal to it—I will never forget Your precepts. It may be of signal
use in some hour of temptation. The same Spirit that breathed before upon it may
breathe again; if not with the same present sensible power, yet with a
seasonable and refreshing recollection of past support.
94. I am Yours; save me; for I have sought Your precepts.
What a high and honorable character is stamped upon the lowest believer! He is
the Savior's unalienable property, his portion, the "workmanship" of His hand,
the purchase of His blood, the triumph of His conquering love. He is given to
Him by His Father, "preserved in Him, and called." The evidence of his character
is found in seeking the Lord's precepts. "Whom we serve" will prove "whose we
are." "His servants you are, to whom you obey." "Know that the Lord has set
apart him that is godly for Himself." "The carnal mind is not subject to the law
of God, neither indeed can be. So then those who are in the flesh" cannot seek
the Lord's precepts. A new and spiritual bias, therefore, is the visible stamp
and seal of the Lord's interest in us.
True it is, that our Divine Savior can never be robbed of His property—that His
people are saved in Him, beyond the reach of earth and hell to touch them. Yet
are they dependent still—always sinners—every day's provocation making them more
sinners than before; needing, therefore, from day to day, fresh power, fresh
keeping, and, above all, fresh cleansing and acceptance. But what a powerful
plea for mercy may we draw from the Lord's interest in us! Will not a man be
careful of his children, his treasure, his jewels? 'Such am I. Your sovereign
love has bought me—made me Yours—I am Yours; save me. You have saved me; "You
have delivered my soul from death; will You not deliver my feet from falling?"
Save me from the love of sin, from the daily guilt and power of sin; from the
treachery of my own foolish heart from all this, and all besides, which You see
ensnaring to my soul. If I am not Yours, whence this desire, this endeavor to
seek Your precepts? What mean my privileged moments of communion with You? What
mean the yet unsatisfied desires after a conformity to Your image? Lord, I would
humbly plead Your own act, Your free and sovereign act, that made me Yours. Save
me, because You have brought Your salvation near to me, and sealed me Yours. I
need mercy to begin with me; mercy to accompany me; mercy to abide with me
forever. I am Yours; save me.'
And what irresistible energy does it give to our pleading, that this was the
sole purpose, that brought down the Son of God from Heaven! "I came down"—said
he, "from heaven, not to do My own will, but the will of Him that sent Me. And
this is the Father's will which has sent Me, that of all which He has given Me I
should lose nothing." Of this purpose He was enabled to testify at the
conclusion of His work, "Those that You gave Me I have kept, and none of them is
lost, but the son of perdition."
But some cry for salvation, who neglect duty, and thus make void their plea. Can
we make our interest good, by seeking His precepts? Is it the way in which we
love to walk? Then let us not desist from our plea before God, until our heart
listens to the voice of love, centering every blessing of creation, redemption,
and heavenly calling, in the privilege of adoption, "Thus says the Lord, that
created you, O Jacob, and He who formed you, O Israel Fear not, for I have
redeemed you: I have called you by your name; you are Mine. You are My servant;
O Israel, you shall not be forgotten of Me. I have blotted out, as a thick
cloud, your transgressions; and as a cloud your sins." I have regarded this your
plea. I have heard this your prayer—I am Yours, save me.
95. The wicked have waited for me to destroy me; but I will consider Your
testimonies.
Am I, as a believer, safe as the Lord's property, and in the Lord's keeping? Yet
must I expect that the wicked, the ungodly, as the instruments of Satan, will
not cease to distress me. The Psalmist had before alluded to this trial, as
driving him to his refuge. And, indeed, this is the constant character of the
believer's walk—enduring the enmity of the ungodly, and seeking his refuge in
the word of God—in that hiding-place of safety to which the word directs him.
How striking is the proof of the irreconcilable variance between God and the
world—the world encouraging all that is contrary to God, and persecuting His
image in His people! Yet the word opens to us a sure defense. If our "soul is
among lions," cannot we testify to the astonishment of the world, "My God has
sent His angel, and has shut the lions' mouths, that they have not hurt me?" We
hear indeed the roaring of the winds and waves; but we hear also the voice
hushing the storm to rest, "Peace, be still."
The experience of this trial and support beautifully illustrates the promise,
"He who believes shall not make haste." He whose hope is firmly fixed on that
"tried corner-stone," which God Himself has "laid in Zion as a sure foundation"
"shall not be greatly moved;" no—he "shall not be moved" at all, by the wicked
waiting for him to destroy him. In the hour of difficulty, instead of perplexing
himself with successive expedients for his safety (sought more from human
contrivance, than from asking counsel at the mouth of God) he "possesses his
soul in patience," and calmly commits all events to the Lord. Such a man "shall
not be afraid of evil tidings! his heart is fixed, trusting in the Lord." 'This
trust is grounded on the word of God, revealing His power and all-sufficiency,
and withal His goodness, His offer of Himself to be the stay of the soul,
commanding us to rest upon Him. People wait on I know not what persuasions and
assurances; but I know no other to build faith on but the word of promise. The
truth and faithfulness of God opened up His wisdom, and power, and goodness, as
the stay of all those that, renouncing all other props, will venture on it, and
lay all upon Him. "He who believes, sets to his seal that God is true:" and so
he is sealed for God; his portion and interest secured. "If you will not
believe, surely you shall not be established."'
But it is the considering of the Lord's testimonies that draws out their staying
support. The soul must be fixed upon them, as "tried words, purified seven times
in the fire." And in this frame, I will, under all distresses, all circumstances
of trial, or even of dismay, consider Your testimonies. I will consider the
faithfulness of those blessed declarations, "There shall not an hair of your
head perish. Touch not My anointed." "He who touches you, touches the apple of
My eye." With this armor of defense, I shall not be afraid, even should I hear
the "evil tidings," that the wicked have waited for me, to destroy me. Or even
should I be destroyed, I know that Your testimonies cannot fail—that my rock is
perfect, "that there is no unrighteousness in Him;" and therefore, "though a
host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war should rise
against me, in this will I be confident." Whether, then, I am delivered from the
wicked, and live, "I live unto the Lord;" or whether I fall into their snare,
and "die—I die unto the Lord;" for I will consider Your testimonies, assured
that all Your purposes shall be accomplished concerning me, as You have said, "I
will never leave you, nor forsake you." "You will keep him in perfect peace,
whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You."
96. I have seen an end of all perfection; but Your commandment is exceeding
broad.
A deeper insight into the Lord's testimonies is the sure result of considering
them. Weigh them in the balances against this world's excellency; the world and
the word—each with all its fullness. Of the one perfection we see an end—of the
other—none. This world is a matter of experience and observation. We have seen
an end—not of some—but of all its perfection. It wants sufficiency. It stands us
in no stead in the great emergencies of affliction—death—judgment—eternity. It
wants solidity in its best substance. "In its wisdom is grief!" All its
delicacies and indulgences—after having, like the King of Jerusalem, "not
withheld the heart from any joy"—all end in the verdict of disappointment,
"Behold! all was vanity and vexation of spirit!" Its continuance is but for a
moment. The soul is born for eternity. Therefore it must have a portion to last
as long as itself. But the world, with its lusts and fashions, passes away. All
that it can offer is a bubble—a shadow. In its best riches, honors, and
pleasures—in the utmost that its perfection can yield—in its height and prime of
enjoyment—what is it in itself—what is it able to do for us? "All is vanity."
And yet such is the alienation of the heart from God, that it is first tried to
the very uttermost, before any desire to return homeward is felt or expressed.
And even then, nothing but the Almighty power of God can bring the sinner back.
He would rather perish in his misery, than "return to his rest."
Now contrast with the emptiness of the world the fullness of the commandment of
God. Our whole duty to our God, our neighbor, and ourselves, is here laid open
before us—commanding without abatement, and forbidding without allowance—making
no excuse for ignorance—frailty or forgetfulness—reaching not only to every
species of crime, but to everything tending to it. This is perfection, of which
we never see an end. Every fresh view opens—not the extent—but the immensity of
the field; and compels us at length to shut up our inquiries with the adoring
acknowledgment—Your commandment is exceeding broad. Its various parts form one
seamless piece; so that no particle can be separated without injury to the
whole. As all the curtains of the tabernacle connected by taches and loops, made
but one covering for the ark, and the loosening or disjunction of the smallest
point disannulled the fitness of the whole; so it belongs to the perfection of
the commandment, that "whoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one
point, he is guilty of all." The spirituality of its requirements equally
illustrates its Divine perfection. An angry look is murder; an unchaste desire
is adultery; the "stumbling-block of iniquity" "covetousness"—in the heart is
idolatry; the thought as well as the act—the first conception of sin, as well as
the after-commission—brings in the verdict—Guilty—Death.
Can we, then, endure the sight of its exceeding breadth? Yes—for the commandment
of the gospel is equally broad, and covers all. We know who has stood in our
place—who has satisfied Sinai's unalterable requirements, and borne its awful
curse. Broad as it may be, the love which has fulfilled it is immeasurable. As a
covenant, therefore, it has now lost its terrors. As a rule, we love it for its
extent, and for its purity; for the comprehensiveness of its obligations, and
for the narrowness of its liberty for indulgence; nor would we wish to be
subject to a less severe scrutiny, or a more lenient administration.
Reader! if you have learned the exceeding breadth and spirituality of the law
(the first lesson that is taught and learned in the school of Christ), your
views of yourself and your state before God will be totally changed. Before, you
were "thanking God" in your heart, "that you were not as other men are." Now you
will be "smiting upon your bosom, saying—God be merciful to me a sinner!"
Before, perhaps, you might have thought yourself, "touching the righteousness
which is of the law, blameless." Now you will glory in your new and more
enlightened choice, "What things were gain to me, those I counted loss for
Christ." Once you considered yourself "alive," when you were really dead. Now
that "the commandment is come" in its heart-searching spirituality and
conviction to your soul, you "die" that you may live. Blessed change from the
law to the gospel, "from death to life!" "I through the law am dead to the law,
that I might live unto God."
Such is the effect of the transition from a legal to an evangelical ground.
Before, we were reckless of sin, and therefore reckless of the gospel. As the
one fell lightly upon our conscience, the other held a light estimation in our
judgment. While we had no disturbance from the law, we had no delight in the
gospel. But now that we see in the true mirror, we are at once alarmed and
enlightened. Praised be God! we now take the true estimate—we degrade to the
uttermost righteousness by works—we exalt to the uttermost righteousness by
faith. In the one we see pollution—in the other perfection.
PART 13.
97. O how love I Your law! it is my meditation all the day.
Mark the man of God giving utterance to his feelings of heavenly
delight—expressing most, by intimating that he cannot adequately express what he
desires. He seems unable to restrain his acknowledgments of Divine influence
springing up in his heart—O how love I Your law! This experience is most
distinctive of a spiritual character. The professor may read, and understand,
and even externally obey the law; but the believer only loves it; and he lives
in it, as if he could not live without it. To the professor it is a task imposed
to satisfy conscience; "the veil upon the heart" darkens all his spiritual
apprehension, and consequently excludes spiritual delight. To the child of God,
it is food and medicine, light and comfort—yes, "life from the dead." The law of
precept in the word is a "law of liberty"—a law of love—in his heart. His former
obedience was the bondage of fear. But how different is the effect of
constraining love! He now delights to view it in every lineament. He dwells upon
every feature with intense enjoyment. Before, it was his confinement—his chain.
Now, it is his liberty—his ornament. He is not what he was, "Old things are
passed away: behold, all things are become new."
Think what good reason there is to love the law. It is the epistle of our most
beloved friend—not to be slighted, but to be placed in our bosom, nearest our
hearts. It sets out that relief, without which the conscience would have been
tortured by the never-dying worm. There is more of glory—more of God—in this,
than in any other manifestation of His name. It has ever been the mirror, that
has reflected Christ to His church. The spiritual eye discerns Him in every
part. Now—Reader—do you search for Him in His law? Do you love His law, because
it "testifies of Him?" Do you pray for His Spirit, that His law may guide you to
Him? This is the evidence that you have "turned unto the Lord, when the veil is
taken away," and you "with unveiled face behold in this glass the glory of the
Lord." Then if you do love His law, you will love the whole of it—its
obligations as well as its privileges. You will love it at all times, even when
it is thwarting your own will and way. The whole law is light and love—wisdom
and faithfulness.
But love of the law fastens the soul to the beloved object, It is my meditation
all the day. When you cannot have it in your hand, it will be found, if indeed
your soul is in a prosperous state, "hid in your heart." There it is kept as
your most precious treasure; while you live upon it with unwearied appetite as
your daily bread, and exercise yourself in it as your daily rule. Oh, how worthy
is it of all the love of the warmest heart! The deepest students are most
humbled for their want of suitable enlargement.
But this heavenly spirit can only be grounded upon a sense of reconciliation.
Can an unreconciled sinner be interested in the law, in every page of which he
reads his own condemnation? This explains the enmity of the ungodly. But the
cultivation of this spirit upon the ground of the gospel is a most important
principle of the Christian steadfastness, the want of which has been the source
of fearful delusion; and in the exercise of which we shall realize a deeper
insight and more spiritual discernment of Scriptural truth. Warm affections will
be far more influential than talent, or mere external knowledge.
This habit of love and holy meditation will spread its influence over our whole
character. It will fill our hearts with heavenly matter for prayer, diffuse a
sweet savor over our earthly employments, sanctify the common bounties of
Providence, realize the presence of God throughout the day, command prosperity
upon our lawful undertakings, and enlarge our usefulness in the church. Thus the
man of God is formed in his completeness, symmetry, and attraction—such as the
world is often constrained secretly to admire, even where the heart is unready
to follow.
Lord! implant in my heart a supreme love to Your law. Write it upon my
heart—even that new law, "the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus." May I
love it so, that I may be always meditating upon it, and by continual meditation
yet more enlarging my love and delight in it! So let it prove an ever-springing
source of heavenly enjoyment and holy conversation!
98. You through Your commandments have made me wiser than my enemies; for they
are ever with me. 99. I have more understanding than all my teachers: for Your
testimonies are my meditation. 100. I understand more than the ancients, because
I keep Your precepts.
What a fruitful harvest did David reap from his glowing love, and "daily
meditation on the law of God!" He became wiser than his enemies in
"subtlety"—than all his teachers in doctrine—than the ancients in experience.
Yet he is not speaking of his extraordinary gifts as a prophet, but of his
knowledge gained by ordinary means. Nor is he here boasting of his own
attainments: but commending the grace of God in and towards him—You through Your
commandments have made me wiser. How much more wisdom does the persecuted
believer draw from the word of God, than his persecutors have ever acquired from
the learning of this world! Those, however, who have been effectually taught of
God, need to be daily taught of Him. While they rest upon their God, and seek
counsel in His word, they are wise indeed; yet when they trust to their own
wisdom, and turn to their own counsel, they become a bye-word and occasion of
offence by their own folly. Was David wiser than his enemies or his teachers,
when he dissembled himself before Achish—or when he yielded to the indulgence of
lust—or when in the pride of his heart he numbered the people? Alas! how often
do even God's children befool themselves in the ways of sin!
But how did David attain this Divine wisdom? Not by habits of extensive
reading—not by natural intelligence—but by a diligent meditation in the
testimonies. In order to avail ourselves, however, of this means—a simple
reception of the Divine testimony is of absolute importance. We can never obtain
that assurance of the certainty of our faith, which is indispensable to our
peace, or resist the influence of unenlightened teachers, or the
long-established worldly maxims of the ancients, except by entire submission to
the supreme authority of Scripture. Many sincere Christians—especially at the
outset of their course—are much hindered—either by the skepticism of others, or
of their own minds; or from their previous habit of studying the Bible in the
light of carnal wisdom, or in dependence upon human teaching. Such need special
prayer for humility of mind and simplicity of faith. Under this gracious
influence they will discern that path to glory, which in infinite condescension
is made so plain, that "the wayfaring men, though fools, shall not err therein,"
and the unlearned believer, who has the word before his eyes, in his heart, and
in his life, shall become "perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."
In our Christian progress, David's habit of scriptural meditation will prove of
essential service. For while those who "confer with flesh and blood" cannot have
their counselors always at hand; we, seeking our wisdom from the word of God,
have the best Counselor ever with us, teaching us what to do, and what to
expect. Obedience also, as well as meditation, directs our way. David found
understanding, because he kept the precepts. And David's Lord has pointed out
the same path of light: "If any man will do God's will, he shall know of the
doctrine." "You meet him who rejoices, and works righteousness—those that
remember You in Your ways." Your ways truly are ways of light, joy, and love!
Now let us turn in, and inquire—What is our daily use of the word of God? Are we
satisfied with a slight looking, or do we seek an intimate acquaintance with it!
Is its influence ever present—ever practical? Do we prize it as a welcome guest?
Is it our delightful companion and guide? Oh! meditate in this blessed book.
"Eat the word," when you "have found it; and it will be unto you the joy and
rejoicing of your heart." The name of Jesus—its great subject—will be more
precious—your love will be inflamed—your perseverance established—and your heart
enlivened in the spirit of praise. Thus bringing your mind into close and
continual contact with the testimonies of God, and pressing out the sweetness
from the precious volume, it will drop as from the honeycomb, daily comfort and
refreshment upon your heart.